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How Can Mankind Find the Christ Again?
GA 187

27 December 1918, Dornach

IV. The Evolution of Christianity from the Mysteries of Prechristian Times

We tried two days ago to point to the impulses from which Christianity developed. We could see how the real Ego of Christianity, the essence of Christianity, embodied itself, as it were (one cannot say that, of course, except by way of comparison)—embodied itself in three elements: the ancient Hebrew soul, the Greek spirit, and the Roman body. In order to be able to apply these thoughts to the immediate present, today we will carry them a little further, and try to gain a few more glimpses of this inner being of Christianity.

If we wish to trace the development of Christianity, we must show to what extent it has evolved from the Mysteries of pre-Christian times. (You will have found this already in my book, Christianity as Mystical Fact.) Today it is not easy to speak of the general nature of the Mysteries, because in the course of human evolution, happening as it did in conformity to cosmic law, the epoch arrived—in a sense we are still in it—in which the Mysteries declined. They could no longer play the role they had played at the time when Christianity was evolving out of them—as also out of other things. There is good reason for the decadence of the Mysteries in our time; we will be able to go into this in our discussion today and the following days. We will also be able to see in what way the Mysteries are to be established anew.

I shall speak first, then, of pre-Christian times, let us say to begin with, of pre-Christian Greek and pre-Christian Egypto-Chaldean epochs. What impelled people to seek out the Mysteries in those ancient times was this: their world conception forced them to believe that the world they saw spread out around them was not in itself the true world, but that they must find the means of penetrating to the true world. They had a strong sense for a certain fact when they faced any riddles of knowledge: they knew that however one tries to discover the true nature of the world by external means, it is impossible to do so. For one to realize the full importance of this knowledge that people possessed in ancient times, one must remember that we are speaking of an era in which most human beings still had a completely objective view of elementary spiritual facts. Conditions then were entirely different from those of today: people in those days not only received the impressions of their outer senses; they also still perceived spiritual realities within the phenomena of nature. They perceived activities that were by no means limited to what we today call processes of nature. Nevertheless, although they spoke generally of the manifestation of elemental spirits in nature, they had a deep knowledge that these observations of the external world, however clairvoyant, did not lead to the true being of the world, that this true being of the world must be sought by special paths. These special paths were beautifully summed up in the Greek world conception in the words, “Know thou thyself.”

If we look for the real meaning of the words “Know thou thyself”, we will find something like the following: their power comes from the insight that to whatever extent we may survey the external world or penetrate into it, we will not only fail to find the being of this outer world but we will also fail to find the being of man. Expressing it simply, in the sense of our present-day world view, we could say: those ancient people believed that a conception of nature could give no explanation of the being of man. On the contrary, they were convinced that the being of man is connected with the whole of nature spread out in the world; therefore, if a man succeeded in penetrating into his own being, he would then be able through knowledge of his own being to gain an understanding of the being of the world as well. Therefore, “Know thou thyself in order to know the world!”: that was the impulse, one might say; and that impulse formed the basis of—well, let us say, of the Egypto-Chaldean initiation. All initiation proceeds by stages; we have become accustomed to call them degrees. Now, we may characterize the first stage, the first degree, of the Egypto-Chaldean initiation in this way: the neophyte must first pass through the “gate of man.” That means, the human being himself was to be the gate of knowledge. First the human being must be understood, because if we learn to know the being of man through man himself, then we can penetrate into the being of the world indirectly through man. Hence, “Know thou thyself!” is synonymous with entrance into the being of the world through the “gate of man.”

It is not my intention to speak in detail today about the stages of Egypto-Chaldean initiation; I would like to point out what is essential for the understanding of Christianity. Therefore, do not regard what I shall say as an exhaustive presentation. I wish simply to mention single characteristics of those stages, which could and did have a particular preparatory influence upon the development of the being of Christianity.

What the neophyte at the “gate of man” was to learn to know, therefore, was the being of man himself. That was something he could not find in what the outer world revealed to him, however far and carefully he sought. In the Mysteries it was known that some of the secrets of existence had remained in human nature and could be discovered by human means, secrets that could not be found by searching the outer world. Those ancient people were convinced of this. If one directs his attention to the outer world, he finds, of course, first of all the earthly substances and forces surrounding him. But these earthly substances and forces, so far as man understands them, are only a kind of veil. Whatever natural science may now have to say about external nature as it presents itself, is such that it throws no light whatever upon it. In earlier times the human being could look up from external nature that he saw around him on earth to the world of the stars; and in those ancient times he did that much more intensively than he does today. There he saw many things, and he well knew in those times that man is related to them just as he is related to the plant, animal, and mineral kingdoms on earth. This is a knowledge that has disappeared from the outer world today. Ancient man knew that just as he is born out of the kingdoms of nature on earth, something in him is also born out of the extra-tellurian, extra-earthly cosmos. Indeed, it was this connection of the human being to the cosmos beyond the earth that became known to him when he passed through the “gate of man.” He bore within him, one might say, remnants of the relationship that he had discarded in his transition from Moon-nature to Earth-nature. He bore within him the remnants of his relationship to the cosmos beyond the earth. So he was led to the “gate of man,” where he was to become acquainted with man himself. He came to know in himself what externally he could only gaze at, especially in the world of the stars.

In himself he learned that as a true human being not only is he organized in an earthly body gathered from the kingdoms of earthly nature, but also something coming from beyond the earth, coming from the whole world of the stars, has flowed into his entire human entity. A man discovered the nature of the starry sky, one might say, through knowledge of himself. He came to know how he had descended step by step, descended from heaven to heaven, so to say, before he reached the earth and incarnated in an earthly body. And through the “gate of man” he was to ascend these steps again—eight of them were usually specified. During his initiation he was to set out on the return, through the stages by which he had descended to his birth in a physical body. Such insight could not be gained without man's whole nature being profoundly affected. (I am speaking now always of the pre-Christian Mystery knowledge.) The man of today does not even like to form an idea of the preparation that the neophyte had to go through in those times, because these ideas irritate him. (I am choosing my words so as to express the facts as exactly as possible.) A modern person would like to undergo initiation, if possible, as something to be done casually somewhere along his life-path, something to be done incidentally. He would like to inquire—as people say today—into what leads to knowledge; but in any case, he would not like to experience what the people of old seeking initiation had to experience. To be deeply affected in his whole being by the preparation for knowledge, to become a different man—that he would not like. Those ancient people had to decide to become different human beings. The descriptions you very often find of the ancient Mysteries give you only a dim picture; they create the impression that the ancient initiations were conferred upon individuals just as casually as are, let us say, the so-called initiations of modern Freemasonry. But that was not the case. Where ancient initiations are imitated today, we have to do merely with all sorts of counterfeits of what was really lived through in those ancient times—imitations that can be performed now as superficially as the modern person may wish. But the essential preparation for the man of old was this: he had to go through an inner soul-condition that, if characterized by one word, must be called fear. He had to experience to a most intense degree the fear that is always felt by someone who is brought face to face with something wholly unknown to him. In the ancient initiations that was the essential condition: that an individual should have the most intense feeling of facing something that would not be met with anywhere in external life.

Given all the soul-forces the man of today expends upon his external life, this soul-condition would today still never be reached. With the soul-forces he likes to use he can eat and drink, he can conform to the social customs of the various classes of society recognized today, he can carry on a business, play the bureaucrat, even become a professor or a scientist—all that: but with these capacities actually he can know nothing whatever that is real. The condition of soul in which an individual sought enlightenment in those ancient times—remember that I am speaking now steadily about that ancient time—the condition of soul was essentially different.

It could have nothing in common with the soul-forces that are serviceable for external life; it had to be derived from entirely different regions of the human being. These regions are always present in man, but he has a terrible fear of using them in any way. In the neophyte they were brought into activity in a direct and purposeful way. They are that very part of a human being that is avoided by modern man—by the ordinary, secular man of ancient times too—in which modern man does not want to become involved, and concerning which he likes to have illusions or to be indifferent. One must understand the inner significance of what can be described outwardly as the cause of a series of fear-conditions that had to be undergone. Only what lies in the realm of the soul that man fears in his ordinary external life: only this could be used to attain the desired knowledge. This condition of soul was really experienced in those times, and bravely gone through—a condition in which all the individual felt was fear: fear of something unknown. This fear was to lead him to knowledge. Only through this soul- condition was he then brought face to face with what I have just characterized as the descent of the human being through the regions of heaven, that is, of the spiritual world, to which he was led up again through the eight stages. Naturally, these are only imitated today, as they must be because of the customs of our time; but in those days a man was actually brought to this experience.

Especially important for us is what resulted for the individual who was brought to this “gate of man.” When he had grasped the full meaning of being placed there, he no longer considered himself the animal-on-two-legs—pardon the expression—that is, a synthesis of the rest of the kingdoms of nature here on earth. He began to feel himself as belonging to the heavens one can see and also to those one cannot see. He began to consider himself a citizen of the whole world, to feel himself really as microcosm, not merely a little earth, but a little world. He felt his connection with the planets and fixed stars, that he had been born out of the universe. He felt that his being did not end with his fingertips, the tips of his ears, the tips of his toes, but that it extended beyond his body taken from the earth, that his being extended through endless spaces and on through these endless spaces into the realms of spirit. That was the result.

Do not try to form too abstract a concept of this result! To say that man is a microcosm, a little world, and then to have nothing but the abstract idea is not worth much; it is only a delusion, a deception. The matter of importance in those ancient Mysteries was the direct experience. The neophyte really experienced at the “gate of man” his relationship to Mercury, Mars, the Sun, Jupiter, the Moon. He really experienced the connection between his own existence and those hieroglyphs standing in cosmic space through which the sun takes its course (“apparently”—as we say today), the pictures of the zodiac. Only this concrete knowledge based on his immediate experience determined what I am now pointing to as result. When these things are changed today into abstract concepts, the result is not the same. When ancient experiences are converted today into such concepts as: this star has this influence, that star has that influence, and so on, they are nothing but abstract ideas. In those ancient times the thing that mattered was the immediate experience, the actual ascent through the various stages by which a man had descended to birth. Only when the neophyte had this living consciousness, only when he experienced that he was a microcosm, was he considered ready to ascend to a second stage, a second degree, which at that time was the real stage of self-knowledge. Then he could experience what he himself was.

Thus what I have characterized as Being, as also the Being of the World, was to be found by a person of that time only in himself; if he wished to find his way into the universe, he had to go through the “gate of man.” In the second stage, everything that had been learnt in the first as experienced knowledge began to take on motion. It is difficult today to give any idea of this coming-into-motion of one's experiences. In this second stage the neophyte not only knew that he belongs to the macrocosm, but he was woven into the whole movement of the macrocosm. He went with the sun through the zodiac, as it were, and from this journey through the whole zodiac he came to know the full effect of any outer impression upon man himself. When you confront the external world with only the ordinary means of knowledge, you perceive merely the beginning of a very detailed process. You see a color; you form an image of it; perhaps you retain this image in your memory—and it goes no further. These are three steps. If we were to consider this complete, it would be precisely as if we considered the course of the day, which is twelve hours of sunlight, as consisting only of three hours. For the outer impressions a person receives and follows up, at most, as far as the memory-image, continue within him by a further process beyond the memory-image through nine more steps. The man then becomes a mobile being, inwardly permeated, as it were, by a living, turning wheel, just as the sun describes its heavenly circle (“apparently,” according to our present-day concepts). In this way the neophyte came to know himself, and thereby to know also the mysteries of the great world. As he learned in the first stage how he stands within the world, so he learned in the second stage how he moves within the world.

Without this knowledge as life-knowledge, no neophyte in ancient times could reach what he then had to experience at the third stage of initiation. We live now in an epoch in which it is natural for people to disavow completely everything three-membered—speaking in the sense of the Mysteries—to erase utterly from human consciousness everything of a three-membered nature. Whether they admit it or not, the people of our time really presuppose that the entire universe is enclosed in space and time. You will find that even very thoughtful people hold this opinion. You need only recall, for example, how the idea of human immortality was conceived in that part of the nineteenth century when materialism, theoretical materialism, had reached its height. Very clever people in the middle and the second half of the nineteenth century were insisting that if men's souls were to separate from them at death, there would finally be no room; the world would be so filled with souls that there would be no space for them. Very clever people said this, because they assumed that after death a man's soul would have to be taken care of in some way that could only be thought of with space concepts. Or take another example: There was—and it is said to exist still—a Theosophical Society in which all sorts of things were taught about the higher members of man's nature. I do not say that the enlightened leaders fell into this error; but a large proportion of the members imagined the astral body as quite spatial—of course, very tenuous, like a cloud, but nevertheless like a spatial cloud, and they indulged in speculation as to the whereabouts of this cloud in space when someone goes to sleep and the cloud goes out of him spatially. It was difficult to suggest to many of these members that such spatial concepts are unsuitable for spiritual ideas.

It is exceedingly difficult for anyone in our time to imagine that at a certain point on the path of knowledge one does not merely enter into a different dimension of space and time from that of everyday consciousness, but one actually goes out of space and time. The truly supersensible does not really begin until one has abandoned not only sense impressions and their time processes, but space and time themselves. One enters into conditions of existence entirely different from those that have to do with space and time. If you would apply this to yourselves, you might find it difficult to answer the question: What must I do in order to leave space and time with my thinking? Yet that was the real achievement resulting from the completion of the first two stages of the Mysteries. If a clear consciousness of the secrets of the third stage had still existed in this age of materialism, nothing so grotesque could have developed as the theory of spiritism. (I speak now of the basic theory, not of external experimentation.) Anyone who tries to find spirits, wanting to bring them into space as rarefied bodies, does not realize that the procedure is utterly devoid of spirit; that is, he is seeking a world that does not contain spirits but contains something else. Had spiritism had any idea that to find spirits it is necessary to go out of space and time, such grotesque concepts could never have arisen as that of the need for spatial arrangements, so that the spirits can announce themselves by external acts within space and time!

Well, briefly, this is what had to be achieved in the first two stages: the ability to get out of space and time. The preparation for it was the striding through the “gate of man,” and then through the second stage.

The third stage was designated by an expression which perhaps we can translate into these words: the neophyte passed through the “gate of death.” That means, he knew that now he was really outside space—in which human life is spent between birth and death, and outside time—in which this human life takes its course. He knew how to move beyond space and time, in duration. He came to know something that extends into the sense world, as I have often emphasized, but that cannot be comprehended in the sense world through what it brings, because what it brings, what it contains is spiritual. He learnt about death and all that is connected with it. That was the essential content of this third stage. However we may regard the Mystery rites, varying as they did among the different peoples, however they may be represented, their fundamental concern was with death. Everywhere the starting-point for the third stage had to be the possibility of a man experiencing within the life of the body all that normally he can only experience when death takes him out of the body. (I have to use a paradoxical expression for lack of something better.) This was connected with the possibility of considering the human being as he normally exists between birth and death as something different, something apart from the being whom the neophyte had now become in the third stage. The neophyte had now learnt in connection with the phrase “to be outside the body” to conceive of the “outside” not as spatial, but as super-spatial. He had learnt to connect with these words a concept that could be experienced. It was at this point also that the neophyte laid aside his connection to the ordinary secular religion of his people. Most of all, he laid aside at the “gate of death” the idea that he stood here upon earth while his God or his Gods were somewhere outside him. He knew himself at this moment to be one with his God; he no longer differentiated himself from his God, but knew that he was completely united with Him. It was really the experiencing of immortality that this third stage gave to man, in the experience that a man could cast off his mortal part, could separate himself from his mortal part.

But, dear friends, in contemplating the result, let us not forget the entire path, which consisted in the human being coming to know himself. That is the central feature of this pre-Christian initiation, that the human being turned inward in order to find in himself something that he could then take with him into the outer world. This appeared to him then in the right light only after he had separated himself from himself, so that he felt united with the being of the outer world. He turned inward in order to go out of himself. He turned inward to find what he could only find within himself: the being of the world. He could not first have found it outside; now he could really experience it. He went through the “gate of man,” the “gate of self-knowledge,” and the “gate of death” in order to enter into the world which was, of course, outside him, into the ordinary world of nature—it is also, of course, outside us—but he knew with certainty that he could only find what he sought in it by turning inward.

After, then, he had passed through the extraordinarily difficult third stage, he was at once ready for the fourth. And one may say that simply through having practiced living at the third stage for a certain time, he was prepared for the fourth in a way that would hardly apply to a man of the present day. For the man of today, simply because of the epoch of time, does not become fully mature in the third stage. He does not easily get away from conceptions of space and time except through certain ideas of force—and these too have to be sought by different methods from those of ancient times. (I will speak about this in coming lectures.) By what the neophyte had now carried into the world from out of himself, he was raised to the consciousness of the fourth stage: he became what was expressed, when carried over and translated into later languages, by the word Christophorus, or Christ-bearer. That was fundamentally the goal of this Mvstery-initiation: to make the human being a Christ-bearer. Naturally, only a few selected individuals became Christ-bearers. Moreover, they could only become such by first seeking in themselves what was not to be found in the outer world, by then taking back into the outer world what they had found within, and then by uniting themselves with their God. This is the way they became Christ-bearers. They knew that they had united themselves in the universe with what is called in the Gospel of Saint John the Logos, or the Word (this is not said in an historical sense, but in anticipation); they had united themselves with That out of which all things were made, and without which not anything was made that was made. Thus in those ancient times the Christ Mystery was separated from man, as it were, by an abyss; and man crossed the abyss by becoming able, through self-knowledge, to go out of himself and to unite himself with his God—to become a bearer of his God.

Let us suppose now hypothetically, in order to help us forward, that the Mystery of Golgotha had not taken place on earth, that the earth evolution had continued to the present time without the Event of Golgotha ever having taken place. Only by means of such contra-hypotheses is it possible to grasp the significance of such an event as the Mystery of Golgotha. Therefore, let us suppose that this Event had not occurred up to our present day. What would have taken the place of that content which individuals found within themselves as a result of the ancient Mysteries? The man of today would be able to understand the Greek apollonian maxim, “Know thou thyself!” he could intend to live up to it. He could try—because, after all, the traditions have been preserved—to go through the same method of initiation as, let us say, the Egypto-Chaldean initiation of a king: that is, he could try to rise through the four stages, just as they were gone through in those pre-Christian times, to become a Christophorus. But in that case the human being would now have a very definite experience. If he followed the maxim, Know thou thyself!” and tried to turn inward, even to pass through the conditions of fear that were suffered in that ancient time; if then he went through the experience of transformation, the setting into motion of what had first been known in a state of rest: he would now have the experience of finding nothing in himself, of now not finding the being of Man in himself. That is the essential fact. Certainly the maxim “Know thou thyself!” is valid for a man of our time, but self-knowledge no longer leads him to knowledge of the world. What a human being with the ancient soul-constitution still had within himself, connecting him with the Being of the world; what he could not find in the outer world but had to seek as self-knowledge, in order then to have it as knowledge of the world—that inner core of the human being, which he could then take back with him into the outer world in order to become a Christ-bearer: this the human being does not find in himself today. It is no longer there. It is important to keep this in mind. People with the foolish notions encouraged by the so-called science of our time have the idea that man is Man. A contemporary Englishman or Frenchman or German is Man just as the ancient Egyptian was. But in the light of real knowledge, that is nonsense, absolute nonsense. For when the ancient Egyptian turned inward in obedience to the rules of initiation, he found something there that a contemporary man cannot find—because it has vanished. What could still be found in the soul-constitution of pre-Christian times, and even- more or less—in the Greek soul of the Christian era, has fallen away from man and been lost. It has vanished from the being of Man. The human organism is a different one today from that of ancient times.

Using other words, we might say: When the human being turned inward in ancient times, he found his ego; even though dimly sensed and not in fully conscious concepts, still he found his ego. That does not contradict the statement that, in a certain sense, the ego was first born with Christianity. Therefore I say: Even though obscurely and not in fully conscious concepts, man nevertheless found his ego. As active consciousness it was indeed first born through Christianity. Nevertheless, the man of old did find his ego. For something of this ego, of the real, true ego, remained in him after he was born. You will ask: Then does the man of today not also find his ego? No, my dear friends, he does not find it. For when we are born the true ego comes to a stop. What we experience of our ego is only a reflection. It is only something that reflects our pre-natal ego in us. We actually experience only a reflection of our real ego; only quite indirectly do we experience something of the real ego. What the psychologists, the soul-experts, speak of as ego is only a reflection that is related to the real ego as the image you see of yourself in the mirror is related to you. The real ego, which could be found in the time of atavistic clairvoyance, and even down into the early Christian era, is not to be found today by looking into man's own being—insofar as this being is united with the body. Only indirectly does the human being experience something of his ego: namely, when he comes into relation with other people and his karma comes into play.

When we meet another person and something connected with our karma takes place between us, then some impulse of our true ego enters into us. But what in us we call our ego, what we designate by that word, is only a reflection. And through the very fact of experiencing this ego merely as a reflection in this fifth post-Atlantean epoch, we are being made ready to experience the ego in a new form in the sixth epoch. It is characteristic of this age of the consciousness soul that the human being has his ego only as reflection, so that he may enter the coming age of the Spirit-Self and be able to experience the ego in a new form, a different form. But he will experience it in a manner that now in our time would be unpleasant. Today he would call it anything but “ego,” what is going to appear to him as his ego in the coming sixth post-Atlantean epoch! People in the future will seldom have those mystical inclinations that are still experienced by some individuals today, to commune with themselves in order to find their true ego—which they even call the Divine Ego. They will have to accustom themselves to seeing their ego only in the outer world. The strange situation will come about that every person we meet who has some connection with us will have more to do with our ego than anything enclosed in our own skin will have to do with it. We are heading toward a future age in which a person will say to himself: My self is out there in all those whom I meet; it is least of all within me. While I live as a physical human being between birth and death, I receive my self from all sorts of things, but not from what is enclosed in my skin. This seeming paradox is already being indirectly prepared by the fact that people begin to feel how little they themselves really are in the reflection which they call their ego. I remarked recently that anyone can discover the truth about himself by reviewing his own biography—factually—and asking himself what he owes since birth to this person or that. In this way he will gradually resolve himself into influences coming from others; and he will find extraordinarily little in what he usually considers his real ego (but which is really only its reflection, as has been said).

Speaking somewhat grotesquely, we may say: At the time that the Mystery of Golgotha took place, the human being was hollowed out; he became hollow. And it is important that we learn to recognize the Mystery of Golgotha as an Impulse that has a reciprocal relation to this hollowed-out condition of man. If we speak truly, we must make it clear that the hollow space in man, which indeed could be found still earlier—let us say, in the Egypto-Chaldean royal Mysteries—had to be filled up in some way. In that ancient time it had been partly filled by the real ego; but this now comes to a stop at birth—or at latest, in early childhood; there is some evidence of its presence in the first years of childhood. This hollow space has been filled by the Christ Impulse. There you have the true process.

Figure 1

Let us say, here on the left are human beings before the Mystery of Golgotha; in the middle, the Mystery of Golgotha; on the right, human beings after that Event.

Before the Mystery of Golgotha a human being had something in him that was found through initiation, as has been said, (red) Since that time it is no longer there; he is hollowed out, as it were, (blue) The Christ Impulse descends (lilac) and fills the empty space. The Christ Impulse is not to be conceived of, therefore, as a mere doctrine, a theory, but must be comprehended in accordance with facts. Only one who really understands the possibility of this descent in the sense of ancient Mystery initiation, will grasp the inner significance of the Mystery of Golgotha. A man cannot today become a Christ-bearer forthwith, as he could in the ancient Egyptian royal initiation; but in any event he becomes a Christ-bearer in that the Christ descends into the hollow space within him.

Therefore, the fact that the principles of the ancient Mysteries lost their significance reveals why the Christ Mystery is of such profound importance. You will find that I have spoken of this in my book, Christianity as Mystical Fact. I said that what formerly was experienced in the depths of the Mysteries, what made a man a Christophorus, has been brought out on the great stage of world history and has been accomplished as external fact. That is the truth. You will see from this also that since those ancient times the principle of initiation itself has had to undergo a transformation; for what the ancient Mysteries upheld as the thing to be sought in man cannot be found there today.

People of our time have no reason to be proud that our natural science views the modern Englishman, Frenchman, German precisely as it would view the ancient Egyptian if it could. It fails completely to consider what is the essential being of man. Even the exterior human form has changed somewhat since those ancient times. But the essential change has to be understood as we have described it today. You can see from my description the necessity for change in the principle of initiation. What would a man strive toward today if he wished to obey the injunction “Know thou thyself!” in the ancient sense? What would he attain if he knew all the ceremonies and processes of initiation of the ancient Egyptians and applied them now to himself? He would no longer find what was found in the ancient Mysteries. What a neophyte in those days became at the fourth stage, present-day man would accomplish unconsciously, but would not be able to understand it. Even were he to go through all the initiation ceremonies, were he to tread all the paths that at that time led to Christophorus, he could not now approach the Christ in that way with any understanding. The man of old, when he was initiated, really became a Christophorus. But in the course of earth evolution man lost the possibility of finding within himself that Being Who became the Light-of-the-World Being. When a man of our time seeks in the same way, he finds within himself a hollow space.

However, this is not without significance in the world- process. When man loses something, he is changed because of it. Now we go through the world as human beings having that emptiness in us, but that in turn gives us special faculties. Certain ancient faculties have been lost, but through their loss new ones have been gained that now can be developed as the ancient faculties were developed for the ancient need. In other words, the path that was followed from the “gate of man” to the “gate of death” must be travelled differently today. This is connected with what I said previously: that the Spirits of Personality (the Archai) have taken on a new character, and the new initiation holds a particular relation to this new character.

In the first place, initiation came to a kind of pause in the evolution of humanity. In the nineteenth century especially, human beings were far removed from it. Only at the end of the century was it again possible to approach a real, living initiation. This real, living initiation is now being prepared, but its procedure will be entirely different from that of earlier times. I have described this earlier initiation today from a certain point of view, in order to prepare you for a deeper understanding of Christianity. What was quite impossible in earlier times—namely, to find any reality in the external world—is now a possibility through the very circumstance of our having become inwardly hollow. And this possibility will increase. It already exists to a certain extent, and may now be attained by the paths described in Knowledge of the Higher Worlds. What is possible today is this: to acquire in a certain way a deeper view of the outer world, using the same soul-faculties (if we use them properly) with which we now view it. Natural science does not do this; its aim is limited to finding laws, the so-called natural laws, which are nothing but abstractions. If you acquaint yourselves a little with current literature, which cloaks the natural-scientific concepts in a sort of little philosopher's mantle—I might also say, puts a philosopher's little hat on them—if you make yourselves acquainted with this literature, you will see that the people who talk about these things are quite unable to relate their natural laws to reality. They reach natural laws, but these remain abstract concepts, abstract ideas. Such an individual as Goethe tried to push beyond natural laws. And what is significant in Goethe and Goetheanism is something little understood: namely, that Goethe tried to penetrate beyond the laws of nature to the forms of nature, to nature formation. Hence, he originated a morphology on a higher level, a spiritual morphology. He tried to capture not what the outer senses yield, but the processes of formation: what is not to be discovered by the senses, but is hidden in the forms. Thus, we can really speak today of something that corresponds to the “gate of man. We can speak of the “gate of nature-forms.” I might say that there were already signs of this dawning, though still dim, when out of the chaotic mysticism of the Middle Ages such a man as Jacob Boehme12Jacob Boehme: 1575–1624 A.D. See Rudolf Steiner, Mysticism at the Dawn of the Modern Age, GA 7 (Blauvelt, NY, Steinerbooks, 1980). spoke of “the seven forms of nature. This was in his own language, and neither very clear nor very comprehensive. Nevertheless, these forms are what modern initiation must come to more and more, forms that reveal themselves within the external physical forms but extending out beyond space and time.

I have often referred to that famous conversation between Goethe and Schiller as they came from a lecture by the scientist Batsch. Schiller said to Goethe that Batsch certainly had a very splintered way of observing the world. In their day it was still far from being as splintered as that of present-day physical scientists; but nevertheless Schiller felt that it was very prosaic. Goethe remarked that of course a different method of observation could be employed, and in a few characteristic strokes he sketched his idea of the primordial plant and the metamorphosis of plants. Schiller could not grasp that and said: “That is not a matter of experience” (he meant, that is something not existing in the external world), “it is an idea.” Schiller stayed with the abstraction. Whereupon Goethe replied: “If it is an idea, I am satisfied; for then I see my ideas with my eyes.” He meant that what he had described was not just an idea that he only created inwardly, but that it really existed for him even though it could not be seen with one's eyes as one sees colors. That is real forming, supersensible forming (Gestaltung) in the senses. To be sure, Goethe did not develop it very far. I have told you in some of our lectures that a straight continuation of this metamorphosis of the plant and animal world—which Goethe developed only in an elementary way—brings us to a true perception of repeated earth- lives. Goethe saw the colored petal as a transformed leaf, the skull bones as transformed dorsal vertebrae. That was a beginning. If someone continues with the same mode of observation, he reaches only forms, it is true, but it is the “gate of nature-forms” that he reaches; it is imaginative insight into those forms. And then he really begins to observe, not merely the skull bones that are transformed vertebrae, but the whole human cranium. He discovers that the human head is the whole human form metamorphosed from the previous incarnation, except only the former head. Of course the physical matter passes over into the earth; but the body that you carry around with you today, except just your head, the supersensible part of that form persists and becomes your head in the next incarnation. There you have metamorphosis at its highest level of development.

But you must not be deceived by appearances in precisely the modern fashion. If you deal with that kind of appearances, you will be like people who point to the passage in Shakespeare where Hamlet says in his despair, that the earthly dust of Julius Caesar must still exist; that perhaps the remains, the atoms, that once constituted the Roman emperor are now in some dog.

My dear friends, people who think in such a manner simply do not investigate the course taken by the physical organism, whether it is buried in the earth or burnt. The metamorphosis that actually takes place is the following: only the head disappears, vanishes from the earth, for it goes out into the universe; but your present body in this incarnation, except the head, is transformed, and you will find it as your head in your next incarnation. You cannot escape it. You need not consider the material substance at all. Even now you do not have the same matter in your body that you had seven years ago. You need only think of the transformation of the form. It is just as much a first stage as the “gate of man” was in the ancient sense: it is the “gate of forms.” And when a man has fully comprehended this “gate of forms,” he can then enter into the “gate of life,” where he has no longer to do with forms, but with stages of life, elements of life. This corresponds to what I described earlier as the second stage in the ancient Egyptian royal initiation. The third stage is equivalent to entrance into the “gate of death”: it is initiation into different states of consciousness. Between birth and death, of course, man knows only one; but this is one out of seven, and one must know all the various states of consciousness if one really wishes to understand the world.

Remember that you have an account of these three successive conditions in my Occult Science, an Outline, where they refer to cosmic evolution. You have there the seven different forms of consciousness, Saturn, Sun, Moon, Earth, and so on. In each of these stages of consciousness, Saturn, Sun, etc., there are seven life-stages; and in each life-stage, seven stages of form. What we describe as our epochs of culture—ancient Indian, ancient Persian, Egypto-Chaldean, Greco-Latin, and our present epoch—are also forms. In these we are at the “gate of forms,” corresponding to the “gate of man”; out of the world of forms we can shape conceptions about the successive cultural epochs. There are seven of them in each life-stage; and when we speak of life- stages, we mean the seven successive stages of which our present post-Atlantean age is one. We are now in the fifth life-stage; the Atlantean was the previous one, the Lemurian still earlier. The purpose of these life-stages has been that man might attain the consciousness he has today. This consciousness developed out of Old Moon consciousness; that, out of Old Sun consciousness. Man's final, most perfect consciousness, he will acquire during the Vulcan evolution.

Thus you see how man gains a survey of the cosmos through the three successive Mystery stages. Then from this knowledge of the cosmos he acquires knowledge of man. Also from this knowledge of the cosmos he now has the possibility of bringing understanding to the Mystery of Golgotha.

Toward this understanding, today we have received, I might say, just a few incomplete ideas. But at least we have been able to grasp why, for example, the Mystery of Golgotha took place in the fourth culture-form (the Greco- Latin) of the fifth (the post-Atlantean) life-stage, and why it occurred on earth. If you read the Leipzig cycle13Rudolf Steiner, Christ in the Spiritual World and the Search for the Holy Grail, GA 149 (London, Rudolf Steiner Press, 1963). you will see how preparation was made on this earth for the Mystery of Golgotha. But all that is needed to understand the Mystery of Golgotha can be learnt from the principles of modern initiation. Thus, ancient initiation proceeded essentially from knowledge of man to knowledge of the world; modern initiation proceeds from knowledge of the world to knowledge of man.

This has been said, however, from the standpoint of initiation. You stand on one side, as it were, and on the other side you see the reflection of it. To acquire this knowledge of the world, you must start from a modern knowledge of man. I spoke recently about that. And the way we speak of ancient times must be entirely different from the way we speak of modern times. Ancient times reached knowledge of the world through knowledge of man. Speaking theoretically, we might say that what man went through as a life-process was, when completed, knowledge of the world; and with knowledge of the world in his consciousness, he could work back to man. If today you pass through forms, life, and consciousness of this world, what you really reach in this way is knowledge of man. (Look this up in my Occult Science.) Everything else in the knowledge of nature vanishes, and man becomes comprehensible. In the same way, from having gained knowledge of the world, man becomes comprehensible as a three-membered being (as I have shown you)—nerve-sense being, rhythmic being, and metabolic being. From man we can then pass again to knowledge of the world.

These are not contradictions. You will find such apparent contradictions at every step if you intend to enter the world of truth! If you want dogmatism, you will not be able to accept the contradictions, for they make you uncomfortable. you want dogmatism, you can find it in one place or another, but it will never give you an understanding of reality, only something to swear by when you need it. If you want to understand reality, then you must realize that it has to be presented from various sides. From the standpoint of life, the man of old had to proceed from the world to man; modern man must go from man to the world. From the standpoint of knowledge, ancient man went from man to the world; modern man must go from the world to man. That is a matter of necessity. It is also uncomfortable for a man of modern times, but everyone must now make his way through a state of instability, a state of uncertainty. Remember how in the second stage of the Egyptian royal initiation a man came into a state of mobility, of rotation. In our time, if a man really strives to reach life through forms, he must be able to say to himself: Even if I hold concepts ever so beautiful from this or that traditional religious confession, they may be quite fine, but I still do not attain reality by means of them unless I can also set the opposite concept before me.

I have called your attention to the fact that the Mystery of Golgotha itself makes it necessary to have the two opposite concepts, so that you may say to yourself: It was truly an evil deed when men murdered the God Who was embodied in a man; but in reality that very deed was the starting- point of Christianity. For if the murder on Golgotha had not occurred, Christianity in its reality would not exist. This paradox relating to a supersensible fact may be an example of many paradoxes with which you must come to terms if you really want to attain a comprehension of the supersensible world. For it cannot be otherwise. Earlier, fear was required. Now, it is necessary to cross the abyss that gives us the feeling of standing in the universe without any center of gravity. But this must be gone through, so that concepts may no longer be something to swear by, but may be regarded as something that illuminates things from various sides—like pictures taken of a tree from various sides. The dogmatist, the scientist, the theologian believe that they can grasp the whole of reality by means of dogmas of some sort. Someone who stands within reality knows that any assertion coming from dogmas may be likened to a photograph taken from one side, giving only one aspect of reality. He knows that he must have at least the opposite aspect, so that by seeing the two together he may approach the reality of the subject. More of this tomorrow.

Vierter Vortrag

Vorgestern ist hier versucht worden, hinzuweisen auf die Impulse, aus denen sich das Christentum herausentwickelt hat. Wir konnten sehen, wie das eigentliche Ich des Christentums, das Zentrale des Christentums sich gewissermaßen verleiblicht hat - man kann das natürlich nicht gut sagen, aber vergleichsweise kann man es sagen in drei Elementen: in der althebräischen Seele, in dem griechischen Geist, in dem römischen Leib. Nun wollen wir, um die Anwendung pflegen zu können, um von der Anwendung des christlichen Gedankens auf die unmittelbare Gegenwart sprechen zu können, diese Betrachtung zunächst noch etwas fortsetzen, wollen gewissermaßen über dieses Innere, dieses Zentrale des Christentums heute noch einige Einblicke zu gewinnen versuchen.

Wenn man auf die Entwickelung des Christentums eingehen will, so kann man es nicht anders — und Sie sehen das schon aus meinem Buche «Das Christentum als mystische Tatsache» -, als indem man auch zeigt, inwiefern sich das Christentum aus dem Mysterienwesen der vorchristlichen Zeit heraus entwickelt hat. Es ist heute im allgemeinen nicht leicht, über das Mysterienwesen zu sprechen aus dem Grunde, weil im Entwickelungsgange der Menschheit — durch notwendige Gesetzmäßigkeit ist dies bedingt - gerade der Zeitpunkt, die Epoche, besser gesagt, eingetreten ist, in gewissem Sinne stecken wir noch drinnen, in der das Mysterienwesen zurückgegangen ist, in der es nicht mehr jene Rolle spielen kann, die es zum Beispiele gespielt hat in der Zeit, in der sich das Christentum, so wie aus anderem, so auch aus dem Mysterienwesen heraus entwickelt hat. Daß das Mysterienwesen in unserer Zeit zurückgegangen ist, hat seine gute Begründung, und wir werden gerade in Anlehnung an das heute und in den nächsten Tagen zu Besprechende auf diese Begründung eingehen und auch sehen können, in welcher Weise dieses Mysterienwesen neu zu begründen ist.

Dasjenige, was in alten Zeiten - ich spreche also zunächst von vorchristlichen Zeiten, sagen wir zunächst von der vorchristlichen griechischen und der vorchristlichen ägyptisch-chaldäischen Zeit —, was in diesen alten Zeiten die Menschen zu dem Mysterienwesen getrieben hat, das ist der Umstand, daß sie durch ihre damalige Weltanschauung gezwungen waren, die Überzeugung in sich aufzunehmen: die Welt, die ringsherum sich um sie ausbreitet, ist nicht unmittelbar die wahre Welt; man muß Mittel und Wege suchen, um in die wahre Welt als Mensch einzudringen. Eine starke Empfindung von einer gewissen Tatsache war den Menschen jener alten Zeiten eigen, die sich überhaupt irgendwelche Rätsel der Erkenntnis vorlegten. Die Tatsache war diesen Menschen bekannt, daß - wie man sich auch mit äußeren Anschauungen bemühen mag, in das Wesen der Welt einzudringen — man in dieses Wesen der Welt durch äußere Anschauung nicht eindringen könne. Man muß, um das ganze Gewicht dieser Erkenntnis jener alten Zeiten sich vor die Seele zu rücken, sogar berücksichtigen, daß wir von Zeiten sprechen, in denen die weitaus größte Anzahl der Menschen sogar noch eine volle äußere Anschauung hatte von geistigen elementaren Tatsachen. Es war nicht so für diese Menschen, wie es heute für die große Mehrzahl der Menschen ist, daß sie nur die Impression der äußeren Sinne wahrnahmen; sie nahmen noch geistig Wesenhaftes wahr, diese Leute, gewissermaßen durch die Naturerscheinungen hindurch. Sie nahmen auch Wirkungen wahr, die sich durchaus nicht erschöpften in dem, was wir heute Natutvorgänge nennen. Dennoch, trotzdem diese Leute von der Offenbarung von elementarischen Geistern überhaupt in der Natur sprachen, waren sie doch tief davon durchdrungen, daß diese Anschauungen der äußeren Welt - und seien sie noch so hellseherisch — zum wahren Wesen dieser Welt nicht führen können, daß dieses wahre Wesen der Welt auf besonderem Wege gesucht werden müsse. Diese besonderen Wege sind dann schön zusammengefaßt in der griechischen Weltanschauung in dem Worte «Erkenne dich selbst».

Sucht man nach der eigentlichen Bedeutung dieses Wortes « Erkenne dich selbst», so wird man etwa das Folgende finden. Man wird finden, daß die Kraft dieses Wortes hervorgegangen ist aus der Einsicht, daß, wie weit man auch die Außenwelt überblicken mag, wie weit man auch eindringen mag in die Außenwelt, man nicht nur nicht‘ das Wesen dieser Außenwelt selbst findet, sondern man findet auch nicht das Wesen des Menschen. Einfach mit Worten der heutigen Weltanschauung ausgesprochen, könnte man sagen: Diese Leute waren davon überzeugt, Naturanschauung kann keine Aufklärung geben über das Wesen des Menschen. Dagegen waren sie auf der andern Seite davon überzeugt, daß dieses Wesen des Menschen zusammenhängt mit der ganzen in der Welt ausgebreiteten Natur, daß also, wenn es dem Menschen gelingt, in sein eigenes Wesen einzudringen, er imstande wäre, durch die Erkenntnis seines eigenen Wesens auch über diese Welt etwas Wesenhaftes zu wissen. Aus der Welt, davon waren sie überzeugt, können sie zunächst nicht über dieses Wesen der Welt sich aufklären. Aber aus dem Wesen des Menschen, der ja ein Glied dieser Welt ist, können sie, wenn sie es erkennen können, auch über das Wesen der Welt Aufklärung gewinnen. Daher: Erkenne dich selbst, um die Welt zu erkennen. — Das war gewissermaßen der Impuls. Und das war der Impuls, der zugrunde lag, nun, sagen wir der ägyptisch-chaldäischen Einweihung. -— Alle Einweihung geht über Stufen — man ist gewohnt geworden, sie Grade zu nennen —, geht über Stufen, über Grade hinauf. Nun bezeichnet man die erste Stufe, den ersten Grad der ägyptisch-chaldäischen Einweihung, mit einem Worte: der Einzuweihende habe zunächst zu gehen durch das «Tor des Menschen». Das war gewissermaßen die erste Stufe: der Durchgang durch das Tor des Menschen. Das heißt, der Mensch selber sollte zum Tore der Erkenntnis gemacht werden. Der Mensch sollte erkannt werden, weil, wenn man an diesem Eingangstor in die Welt am Menschen selbst das Wesen des Menschen erkennt, man auch in das Wesen der Welt auf dem Umweg durch den Menschen eindringen kann. Daher ist «Erkenne dich selbst» gleichbedeutend mit Eintreten in das Weltenwesen durch das Tor des Menschen.

Nun habe ich heute nicht vor, in vielen Einzelheiten über diese verschiedenen Stufen der Einweihung zu sprechen, sondern möchte dasjenige hervorheben, was wesentlich ist zur Erfassung des Christentums. Betrachten Sie also dasjenige, was ich nunmehr sagen werde, nicht als eine erschöpfende Darstellung des Wesens der Einweihungsgrade, sondern betrachten Sie es als ausgesprochen, um einzelne charakteristische Eigenschaften dieser Einweihungsgrade der ägyptisch-chaldäischen Einweihung hervorzuheben, die besonders vorbereitend wirken konnten und wirklich vorbereitend wirkten auf die Entwickelung des Wesens des Christentums.

Dasjenige, was der Einzuweihende am Tore des Menschen erkennen sollte, das war also das Wesen des Menschen selbst. Das war etwas, was er nicht finden konnte — wie weit und wie genau er sich auch umschaute - in dem, was ihm die äußere Welt zeigte. Man war in den Mysterien sich klar darüber, daß in der Menschennatur etwas zurückgeblieben war von den Geheimnissen des Daseins, die man in dieser Menschennatur mit Menschenmitteln finden konnte, die man aber nicht finden kann, wenn man den Blick auf die Außenwelt richtet. Davon waren diese Menschen überzeugt. Richtet man den Blick auf die Außenwelt, so findet man allerdings zunächst die um den Menschen herum sich ausbreitende irdische Naturwesenheit. Allein diese irdische Naturwesenheit ist gewissermaßen nur eine Art von Schleier, von Hülle, insofern sie der Mensch erkennt. Und auch dasjenige, was heute etwa schon die Naturwissenschaft zu sagen hat über diese äußere Natur, wie sie sich darbietet, ist durch seine eigene Wesenheit so, daß es durchaus nicht über sich selbst aufklärt. Dann konnte der Mensch den Blick richten — und in jenen alten Zeiten tat man das viel intensiver, als man das heute tut — aufwärts von der äußeren Natur, die er hier auf der Erde in seiner Umgebung erblickt, auf die Sternenwelt. Da sah er mancherlei, von dem er in jenen alten Zeiten gut wußte — ein Wissen, das für die äußere Welt heute verlorengegangen ist —, daß der Mensch ebenso damit in Verbindung steht, wie er mit dem Pflanzen-, mit dem Tierreich und dem mineralischen Reiche hier auf der Erde in Verbindung steht. Man wußte, daß der Mensch, ebenso wie er aus den Reichen der Natur auf der Erde herausgeboren ist, mit irgend etwas in sich auch aus dem außertellurischen, dem außerirdischen Kosmos herausgeboren ist. Allerdings, das, was den Menschen mit diesem außertellurischen, außerirdischen Kosmos vereint, das stellte sich für die Erkenntnis ein, wenn der Mensch durch das Tor des Menschen ging. In sich trug der Mensch gewissermaßen die Überreste eines Zusammenhanges, aus denen er sich losgelöst hatte beim Übergang der Mondennatur zur Erdennatur. Er trug in sich die Überreste seines Zusammenhanges mit dem außerirdischen Kosmos. Der Mensch wurde also zum Tore des Menschen geführt; er sollte da den Menschen selbst kennenlernen. Er lernte dasjenige, was er nur äußerlich anstarren konnte, namentlich in der Sternenwelt, in sich selbst kennen.

Er lernte in sich selbst kennen, wie er als eigentlicher Mensch nicht nur eingegliedert ist in einen irdischen Leib, der aus den Reichen der Erdennatur zusammengesetzt ist, sondern er lernte auch kennen, wie in sein ganzes menschliches Wesen eingeflossen ist dasjenige, was von der gesamten außerirdischen Sternenwelt ausgeht. Der Mensch entdeckte durch seine Selbsterkenntnis, könnte man sagen, die Natur des Sternenhimmels. Er lernte kennen, wie er von Stufe zu Stufe herabgestiegen ist, gewissermaßen von Himmel zu Himmel herabgestiegen ist, bevor er auf der Erde angelangt ist und in einem irdischen Leibe verkörpert wurde. Und er sollte beim Tore des Menschen diese Stufen - ihrer acht wurden gewöhnlich aufgeführt - wieder hinaufsteigen. Er sollte gewissermaßen während seiner Einweihung den Rückweg antreten durch diejenigen Stufen hindurch, durch die er herabgestiegen ist, bis er hier in einem physischen Leibe geboren worden ist.

Solch eine Erkenntnis kann nicht erworben werden - ich spreche jetzt immer von vorchristlicher Mysterienerkenntnis -, ohne daß das ganze Wesen des Menschen ergriffen wird. Die Vorbereitung, die der Einzuweihende in jenen Zeiten durchzumachen hatte, von ihr macht sich der heutige Mensch nicht gern einen Begriff - ich wähle meine Worte so, daß sie möglichst genau die Tatsache ausdrücken -, weil er durch diese Begriffe irritiert wird. Der Mensch möchte heute womöglich auch die Einweihung durchmachen wie etwas, was man so gelegentlich mitnimmt auf seinen Lebensweg, was man so nebenher absolviert. Er möchte sich informieren — wie man das heute nennt über das, was zu den Erkenntnissen führt; er möchte jedenfalls, der heutige Mensch, nicht gern das erleben, was jene alten Leute, die die Einweihung suchten, erleben mußten. In seiner ganzen menschlichen Wesenheit von der Vorbereitung zur Erkenntnis ergriffen werden, ein anderer Mensch werden, das möchte er nicht gern. Diese Leute aber mußten sich dazu entschließen, ein anderer Mensch zu werden. Die Beschreibungen, die Sie sehr häufig über dieses alte Mysterienwesen finden, geben Ihnen nur einen unklaren Begriff, denn diese Beschreibungen sind meistens so gehalten, daß man die Vorstellung bekommt, es wären diese alten Einweihungen auch so nebenher an den Menschen vorübergegangen wie etwa die sogenannten Einweihungen der modernen Freimaurerei. Das ist aber nicht der Fall. Man hat es auch da, wo alte Einweihungen nachgeahmt werden in der Gegenwart, nur zu tun mit allerlei Nachbildungen desjenigen, was in jenen alten Zeiten wirklich durchlebt worden ist, mit Nachbildungen, die wirklich so nebenher, wie es der moderne Mensch wünscht, im Leben absolviert werden können. Dasjenige aber, was für den alten Menschen wesentliche Vorbereitung war, das war, daß er durchzumachen hatte jenen inneren Seelenzustand, der sich nur mit einem Worte dadurch bezeichnen läßt, daß man sagt: er mußte durchgeführt werden in stärkstem Maße durch jene Furcht, welche der Mensch immer empfindet, wenn er wahrhaftig und wirklich vor ein ihm gänzlich Unbekanntes geführt wird mit vollem Bewußtsein. Das war gerade das Wesentliche bei den alten Einweihungen, daß die Menschen wirklich am intensivsten die Empfindung in sich aufzunehmen hatten: sie stehen vor etwas, wovor sie nicht stehen können irgendwie im äußeren Leben.

Mit all den Seelenkräften, mit denen man im äußeren Leben auch heute noch wirtschaftet, läßt sich diese Seelenverfassung nicht erreichen. Mit den Seelenkräften, die der Mensch heute gern handhabt, mit denen kann man essen und trinken, mit denen kann man sich in der Weise sozial bewegen, wie man das heute tut unter den heute üblichen Menschenklassen, mit denen kann man Handel treiben, Bürokratismus treiben, ja mit denen kann man Professor werden, Naturwissenschaft treiben, all das, aber man kann mit diesen Fähigkeiten nichts Wirkliches erkennen. Die Seelenverfassung, mit der man - halten Sie das fest, daß ich immer in jenem alten Sinne spreche — in jenen alten Zeiten erkennen wollte, ist eine wesentlich andere. Sie durfte nichts gemein haben mit den Seelenkräften, die für das äußere Leben dienlich sind, die mußten sozusagen aus ganz andern Regionen des Menschen hergenommen werden. Diese Regionen sind immer im Menschen vorhanden, aber der Mensch hat eine heillose Furcht, sie irgendwie zu handhaben. Geradezu voll absichtlich wurde jene Region in Tätigkeit versetzt bei dem Einzuweihenden, die gerade der moderne Mensch, der gewöhnliche profane Mensch auch in der damaligen Zeit, in sich selber mied, zu der er nicht seine Zuflucht nehmen wollte, über die er sich gern Illusionen macht, sich gern betäuben läßt. Daher wird das äußerlich — was aber mehr innerlich verstanden werden sollte — geschildert als das Erregen einer Reihe von Furchtzuständen, die allerdings durchgemacht werden mußten, weil in der Seele des Menschen nur das zur beabsichtigten Erkenntnis hingeleitet werden kann, was in solcher Region liegt, vor der sich der Mensch im gewöhnlichen äußeren Leben fürchtet. Erst aus dieser Seelenstimmung heraus, die wacker durchgemacht wurde, die nun wirklich erlebt wurde, wo der Mensch in seiner Seele nichts fühlte als Furcht vor irgend etwas, was eben das Unbekannte war - denn er sollte erst durch diese Furcht zur Erkenntnis hingeführt werden -, erst aus diesem Seelenzustand heraus wurde er dann hingeführt vor dasjenige, was ich eben charakterisiert habe als das Heruntersteigen des Menschen dutch die Regionen der Himmel oder der geistigen Welt, wo er die acht Stufen wiederum hinaufgeleitet wurde, die natürlich heute nur nachgemacht werden, nur nachgemacht werden können nach den Gepflogenheiten unserer Zeit. Aber der Mensch wurde damals in dieses Erlebnis tatsächlich eingeführt.

Für uns ist besonders wichtig das Ergebnis, das sich für den Menschen dann herausstellte, wenn er an dieses Tor des Menschen hingeführt worden ist. Der Mensch hörte auf, nachdem er begriffen hatte den ganzen Sinn seines Hingestelltseins vor das Tor des Menschen, sich als das Tier - verzeihen Sie den Ausdruck - auf zwei Beinen zu betrachten, das eine Zusammenfassung der übrigen Naturreiche hier auf dieser Erde ist. Er fing an, sich als ein Bürger der ganzen Welt zu betrachten, er fing an, sich zu den Himmeln zugehörig zu betrachten, die man sehen kann, und auch zu denen, die man nicht sehen kann. Er fing an, sich eins zu fühlen mit dem ganzen Kosmos, sich wirklich als Mikrokosmos zu fühlen, nicht bloß als eine kleine Erde, sondern als eine kleine Welt sich zu fühlen. Er fühlte seinen Zusammenhang mit Planeten und Fixsternen, fühlte sich also herausgeboren aus dem Weltenall. Gewissermaßen könnte man sagen, er fühlte, wie sein Wesen nicht endet bei den Fingerspitzen, den Ohrenspitzen, Zehenspitzen, sondern wie sein Wesen sich fortsetzt über diese seine von der Erde her genommene Leiblichkeit durch die unendlichen Räume, und durch diese unendlichen Räume noch hindurch in die Geistigkeit hinein. Das war das Ergebnis.

Versuchen Sie nicht, dieses Ergebnis allzusehr in einen abstrakten Begriff zu verwandeln, denn von diesem abstrakten Begriff haben Sie wirklich nicht viel. Zu sagen, der Mensch ist ein Mikrokosmos, eine kleine Welt, und da nur den abstrakten Gedanken zu haben, das ist nicht sehr viel; das ist eigentlich bloß eine Illusion, bloß eine 'Täuschung. Denn dasjenige, um was es sich bei diesen alten Mysterien handelte, war das unmittelbare Erlebnis. Wirklich hatte der Einzuweihende erlebt beim Tor des Menschen, wie er verwandt ist mit Merkur, Mars, mit der Sonne, mit dem Jupiter, mit dem Monde. Wirklich hatte er erlebt, daß jene Hieroglyphen, die im Weltenraume stehen und die von der Sonne durchlaufen werden - scheinbar, wie wir heute selbstverständlich sagen -, die Bilder des Tierkreises mit seiner eigenen Existenz etwas zu tun haben. Erst dieses konkrete Wissen, das auf Erlebnis beruhte, machte dasjenige aus, was ich jetzt als Ergebnis bezeichne. Nicht hat man dasselbe, wenn man diese Dinge heute übersetzt in abstrakte Begriffe. Wenn man heute die alten Erlebnisse in den abstrakten Begriff übersetzt: dieser Stern hat diesen Einfluß, jener Stern hat jenen Einfluß und so weiter, so sind das eben abstrakte Begriffe. Für jene alten Zeiten handelte es sich um das unmittelbare Erlebnis, um das wirkliche Hinaufsteigen durch die verschiedenen Stufen, durch die der Mensch vorgeburtlich heruntergestiegen ist. Erst dann, wenn der Mensch dieses lebendige Bewußtsein hatte, wenn er aus dem Erlebnis wußte, daß er ein Mikrokosmos ist, erst dann fühlte man ihn reif, eine zweite Stufe, einen zweiten Grad aufzusteigen, der damals der eigentliche Grad der Selbsterkenntnis war. Da konnte der Mensch erleben, was er selbst ist.

Dasjenige also, was ich vorhin charakterisiert habe als das Wesen, das auch das Wesen der Welt ist, war aber für den Menschen der damaligen Zeit nur im Menschen selbst zu finden; daher mußte man, wollte man im Weltenall Einlaß finden, durch das Tor des Menschen gehen. Innerhalb dieses zweiten Grades kam gewissermaßen alles in Bewegung, was im ersten Grade wie ein erlebtes Wissen erfahren worden war. Dieses In-Bewegung-Kommen - es ist heute sogar noch schwierig, eine Vorstellung zu geben von diesem In-BewegungKommen von Erlebnissen. Man lernte im zweiten Grade nicht nur kennen, wie man zugeteilt ist dem Makrokosmos, sondern man wurde eingesponnen in die ganze Bewegung des Makrokosmos. Man ging gewissermaßen mit der Sonne durch den Tierkreis, man lernte kennen dadurch, daß man mit der Sonne durch den Tierkreis ging, auch den ganzen Weg, welchen irgendein äußerer Eindruck auf den Menschen selber macht. Der Mensch kennt, wenn er der Außenwelt mit dem gewöhnlichen Erkenntnisvermögen gegenübersteht, nur den Anfang eines sehr ausführlichen Prozesses. Sie sehen eine Farbe, machen sich die Vorstellung der Farbe, behalten vielleicht diese Vorstellung im Gedächtnis, in der Erinnerung, aber weiter geht es nicht. Das sind drei Stufen. Wenn man das als etwas Vollendetes betrachten würde, so wäre das gerade so, wie wenn man den Tageslauf, der zwölf Stunden mit der Sonne hat, nur drei Stunden lang betrachten wollte. Denn alles dasjenige, was der Mensch als eine Impression von außen aufnimmt, was er eigentlich höchstens bis zu der Gedächtnisvorstellung verfolgt, das macht in ihm von der Gedächtnisvorstellung an einen weiteren Prozeß dutch, durch weitere neun Stufen. Der Mensch wird sich selbst ein Bewegliches, wird innerlich gewissermaßen durchzogen von einem lebendigen sich drehenden Rade, wie die Sonne ihr Himmelsrad beschreibt - scheinbar, im heutigen Begriffe gesprochen. So lernte der Mensch sich selbst kennen. Er lernte aber damit auch die Geheimnisse der großen Welt kennen. Lernte er im ersten Grade kennen, wie er drinnensteht in der Welt, so lernte er im zweiten Grade kennen, wie er sich bewegt innerhalb der Welt.

Ohne diese Erkenntnisse als Lebenserkenntnisse ist nicht dasjenige zu erreichen, was jeder in den dritten Grad, in die dritte Stufe Einzuweihende in den alten Zeiten wirklich durchzumachen hatte. Wir leben eben in einer Epoche, in der es dem Menschen natürlich ist, alles Dreigliedrige, wenn ich im Mysteriensinne sprechen soll, überhaupt zu leugnen, überhaupt aus dem menschlichen Bewußtsein alles Dreigliedrige auszulöschen. Denn der Mensch, ob er es nun zugibt oder nicht, pocht heute eigentlich auf die ganze Welt als in Raum und Zeit beschlossen. Sie können selbst bei sehr nachdenklichen Menschen finden, wie sie die ganze Welt in Raum und Zeit beschlossen finden. Sie brauchen zum Beispiel nur zu denken, wie in der Epoche des 19. Jahrhunderts, in welcher der Materialismus, der theoretische Materialismus, seine Hochblüte getrieben hat, der Unsterblichkeitsgedanke des Menschen gefaßt worden ist. Sehr gescheite Leute in der Mitte, in der zweiten Hälfte des 19. Jahrhunderts, haben immer wieder betont: Wenn die Seele des Menschen im Tode den Menschen verlassen würde, so könnte ja zuletzt kein Platz sein; die Welt müßte so angefüllt sein mit Seelen, daß kein Platz sein könnte für diese Seelen. — Das haben sehr gescheite Leute gesagt, weil sie tatsächlich damit gerechnet haben, daß die Seele des Menschen nach dem Tode irgendwie untergebracht sein müßte in einer Weise, die sich mit Raumesvorstellungen charakterisieren läßt. Oder ein anderes Beispiel: Es gab, soll sogar noch geben eine Theosophische Gesellschaft, in der allerlei Dinge gelehrt worden sind über die höheren Glieder der Menschennatur. Ich will nicht sagen, daß die erleuchteten Führer in denselben Fehler verfallen sind, aber ein großer Teil der Anhänger hat sich recht räumlich den Astralleib vorgestellt: so wie eine allerdings recht dünne, aber doch wie eine räumliche Wolke; und diese Anhänger haben viel darüber nachspekuliert, wie sie sich nun das vorzustellen haben, wenn der Mensch schläft, und jene Wolke räumlich aus ihm herausgeht, wo sie sich räumlich nun irgendwo aufhält. Es war sehr schwierig, einer großen Anzahl von Anhängern beizubringen, daß solche räumlichen Vorstellungen unangemessen sind dem Geistigen.

Das wird eben dem heutigen Menschen ungeheuer schwierig, sich vorzustellen, daß von einem gewissen Punkte des Erkenntnisweges aus der Mensch nicht nur in andere Raumesteile und in andere Zeiten kommt, sondern aus Zeit und Raum herauskommt, daß erst dann eigentlich das wirkliche Übersinnliche beginnt, wenn man nicht nur die Sinneseindrücke und ihre zeitlichen Prozesse verläßt, sondern Raum und Zeit selbst, wenn man in ganz andere Daseinsbedingungen eintritt als in die Daseinsbedingungen, die Raum und Zeit umschließen. Und wenn Sie sich vielleicht, indem ich dieses ausspreche, auf sich selbst besinnen, so werden Sie unter Umständen in Ihrem eigenen Inneren Schwierigkeiten finden, wenn Sie sich fragen: Wie soll ich das nun machen, um aus Raum und Zeit mit meiner Vorstellung hinauszugehen? — Und dennoch, das war im wesentlichen die wirkliche Errungenschaft des wirklichen Durchmachens der zwei ersten Grade. Würde man in dem Zeitalter des Materialismus noch ein deutliches Bewußtsein gehabt haben von diesen drittgradigen Geheimnissen, so würde nicht etwas — jetzt spreche ich nicht über das äußere Experimentelle, aber über die zugrunde gelegte Theorie -, was als Theorie so grotesk ist wie der Spiritismus, Verbreitung gefunden haben. Wer Geister sucht, indem er sie so wie feine Körper in den Raum hereinbringen will, der hat gar keine Ahnung davon, daß, indem er so verfährt, er schon geistlos verfährt, das heißt, eine Welt aufsucht, die keine Geister enthält, sondern eben etwas anderes als Geister. Würde der Spiritismus eine Ahnung haben, wie, um Geister zu finden, man aus Zeit und Raum herausgehen muß, so würde er nicht zu dieser grotesken Vorstellung kommen, daß man räumliche Arrangements treffen kann, durch die sich Geister in irgendeiner Weise so ankündigen, wie sich äußere Raumeswirkungen im Zeitprozeß abspielen.

Nun kurz, das war es, was eben gerade erworben werden sollte durch die zwei ersten Stufen bis zum dritten Grade hin: die Möglichkeit, aus Zeit und Raum herauszukommen. Dazu bereitete allerdings vor das wirkliche Hindurchschreiten durch das Tor des Menschen und dann durch den zweiten Grad.

Diese dritte Stufe, dieser dritte Grad wurde mit einem Worte bezeichnet, das man etwa in deutscher Sprache so ausdrücken kann: Der Einzuweihende ging durch das «Tor des Todes». Das heißt, er wußte sich jetzt wirklich außerhalb des Raumes, in dem sich das leibliche Menschenleben zwischen Geburt und Tod abspielt, und außerhalb der Zeit, in welcher dieses Menschenleben verläuft. Er wußte sich, jenseits von Zeit und Raum, im Dauernden zu bewegen. Er lernte erkennen dasjenige, was schon in die Sinneswelt hereinragt, wie ich öfter jetzt betont habe, aber mit dem, womit es in die Sinneswelt hereinragt, nicht innerhalb dieser Sinnenwelt begriffen werden kann, weil es schon Geistiges enthält. Er lernte sich befassen mit dem Tode, mit alldem, was mit dem Tode zusammenhängt. Das war im wesentlichen der Inhalt dieses dritten Grades. Wie man auch die je nach den verschiedenen Völkern verschieden gearteten Mysterienriten anschauen mag, wie sie sich auch darstellen mögen, überall lag zugrunde die Beschäftigung mit dem Tode. Überall mußte der Ausgangspunkt genommen werden für den dritten Grad von alldem, was erlebt werden kann — wenn ich den paradoxen Ausdruck, weil ich keinen besseren jetzt habe, gebrauchen muß -, wenn man den Tod, der sonst den Menschen aus dem Leibe herausführt, erlebbar macht schon innerhalb des Leibeslebens. Das war dann zugleich verbunden mit der Möglichkeit, nun wirklich den Menschen, so wie er dasteht zwischen Geburt und Tod, als etwas zu betrachten, das außerhalb der Wesenheit ist, die man jetzt im dritten Grade erreicht hatte. Man wußte jetzt einen Begriff zu verbinden mit dem Worte: außerhalb seines Leibes zu sein, wobei dieses «außerhalb» eben dann nicht räumlich aufgefaßt worden ist, sondern überräumlich aufzufassen war. Also man wußte damit einen erlebbaren Begriff zu verbinden. Da war es auch, wo die Menschen ablegten den Glauben an die gewöhnliche profane Religion, die die Religion ihres Volkes war. Da legten die Menschen vor allen Dingen ab am Tore des Todes die Vorstellung: Du stehst hier auf der Erde, deine Götter oder dein Gott sind irgendwo außer dir. - Da wußte sich der Mensch einig mit seinem Gotte, da unterschied sich der Mensch nicht mehr von seinem Gotte, da wußte er sich mit ihm völlig verbunden. Es war im wesentlichen erlebte Unsterblichkeit, die dieser dritte Grad dem Menschen brachte. Es war erlebte Unsterblichkeit dadurch, daß der Mensch dasjenige, was sterblich an ihm ist, verlassen konnte, daß er sich trennen konnte von demjenigen, was an ihm sterblich ist.

Aber vergessen wir nicht über diesem Ergebnis den ganzen Weg. Der ganze Weg bestand darin, daß der Mensch sich selbst erkennen gelernt hat. Jetzt war der Mensch nicht mehr in sich selbst, jetzt war er in der Außenwelt. Er hatte das mit in die Außenwelt hineingetragen, was er durch das Eindringen in sich selbst kennengelernt hat. Das ist das Wesentliche dieser vorchristlichen Einweihung, daß der Mensch in sich selbst ging, um in sich selbst etwas zu finden, was er dann mitnahm in die Außenwelt und was ihm in der Außenwelt, indem er sich von sich selbst getrennt hat, erst in der richtigen Weise aufleuchtete, so daß er sich dann mit dem Wesen der Außenwelt verbunden fühlte. Er ging in sich, um aus sich herauszugehen. Er ging in sich, weil er in sich etwas finden konnte von dem Wesen der Welt, was er nur in sich finden konnte, was er draußen nicht hätte finden können, was er aber nur draußen wirklich erleben konnte. Er ging durch das Tor des Menschen und durch das Tor der Selbsterkenntnis und des Todes, um in diejenige Welt einzutreten, die allerdings außer ihm ist. Die gewöhnliche Naturwelt ist auch außer uns. Aber der Mensch war sich klar darüber, daß er das, was er suchte, nur finden konnte, wenn er in sich selber hineinging.

Dann, nachdem der Mensch den außerordentlich schwierigen dritten Grad durchgemacht hatte, war er ohne weiteres reif für den vierten Grad. Und man kann sagen: Einfach dadurch, daß er eine Zeitlang praktiziert hatte, zu leben im dritten Grade, war er reif für den vierten Grad in einer Weise, wie man es vom heutigen Menschen sehr schwer behaupten könnte. Denn der heutige Mensch wird - das liegt einfach in der Zeitepoche — nicht eigentlich reif innerhalb des dritten Grades. Er kommt anders nicht leicht aus der Raumes- und Zeitenvorstellung heraus als durch gewisse Kraftvorstellungen, die aber gesucht werden müssen auf andern Wegen — darüber werde ich in den nächsten Tagen sprechen -, als sie in alten Zeiten verfolgt wurden. Mit dem, was der Mensch aus sich heraus nun in die Außenwelt hineingetragen hatte, wurde er zum Bewußtsein dieses vierten Grades erhoben, und er wurde das, was man in späteren Sprachen übertragen und übersetzen konnte mit den Worten: ein «Christophor», ein Christus-Träger. Das war im Grunde genommen das Ziel dieser Mysterieneinweihung: den Menschen zum Christus-Träger zu machen. Natürlich wurden nur einige Auserlesene solche Christus-Träger. Sie konnten auch nur Christus-Träger werden dadurch, daß sie erst im Menschen suchten, was sich in der ganzen Außenwelt nicht finden ließ, daß sie dann mit dem im Menschen Gesuchten in die Außenwelt gingen und sich dann vereinigten mit ihrem Gotte. Sie wurden so zum Christus-Träger. Sie wußten, sie haben in der Struktur des Weltenalls sich vereinigt mit demjenigen — das ist jetzt nicht historisch, sondern vorweggenommen gesprochen -, was im Johannes-Evangelium der Logos oder das Wort genannt wird; sie haben sich vereinigt mit dem, woraus alle Dinge gemacht sind und ohne welches nichts von dem gemacht ist, was gemacht worden ist. So war das Christus-Geheimnis in diesen alten Zeiten gewissermaßen durch einen Abgrund vom Menschen getrennt, und es war gebunden daran, daß der Mensch diesen Abgrund überstieg, daß er wirklich durch die Selbsterkenntnis in die Lage sich versetzte, aus sich herauszukommen und sich mit seinem Gotte zu vereinigen, ein Träger seines Gottes zu werden.

Nehmen wir nun einmal, um uns in dieser Betrachtung weiterzuhelfen, hypothetisch an, es wäre auf der Erde das Mysterium von Golgatha nicht geschehen, die Erdenentwickelung wäre bis zum heutigen Tage verflossen, ohne daß das Mysterium von Golgatha geschehen wäre. Nur indem man solche Kontrahypothesen macht, kann man die Bedeutung einer solchen Sache wie die des Mysteriums von Golgatha wirklich ins Auge fassen. Also nehmen wir an, das Mystetium von Golgatha hätte sich bis zum heutigen Tage nicht vollzogen. Was wäre für dasjenige, was da durch die Mysterien in alten Zeiten am Menschen beobachtet worden ist, eingetreten?

Der heutige Mensch könnte dann das vernehmen, was der griechische apollinische Spruch, was die griechische apollinische Devise war: «Erkenne dich selbst.» Er könnte gewissermaßen nachleben wollen diesem Worte «Erkenne dich selbst», könnte versuchen, da schließlich die Traditionen sich erhalten haben, dieselben Einweihungswege durchzumachen, die meinetwillen die ägyptisch-chaldäische Königseinweihung gegeben hat, könnte also versuchen, durch die vier Stufen so aufzusteigen, wie in der damaligen vorchristlichen Zeit aufgestiegen worden ist, um ein Christophor zu werden. Da würde der Mensch aber eine ganz bestimmte Erfahrung machen. Er könnte dann, wenn er befolgt diese Devise «Erkenne dich selbst», wenn er versucht, in sich hineinzugehen auch durch jene Furchtzustände hindurch, die damals durchgemacht worden sind, dann durch das nachträgliche Erleben der Veränderungen, durch das nachträglich In-Bewegung-Versetzen desjenigen, was erst im Ruhezustand durchgemacht worden ist, die Erfahrung machen, daß er nun nichts findet, daß er nun nicht das Wesen des Menschen in sich findet. Das ist schon das Bedeutungsvolle! Gewiß, die Devise «Erkenne dich selbst», gilt auch für den heutigen Menschen, aber diese Selbsterkenntnis führt ihn nicht mehr zur Welterkenntnis. Dasjenige, was der Mensch in der alten Seelenverfassung noch in sich gefunden hat als mit dem Wesen der Welt zusammenhängend, was er nicht finden konnte in der äußeren Welt, was er eben auf dem Wege der Selbsterkenntnis suchen mußte, um es dann als Welterkenntnis zu haben, jenes innere menschliche Wesenszentrum, das er dann mitnehmen konnte in die Außenwelt, um zum Christophor zu werden, das findet der Mensch heute nicht in sich, das ist nicht mehr da. Das ist wichtig, daß man das ins Auge faßt! Die Menschen mit den heutigen törichten Begriffen, die durch die sogenannte Wissenschaft kultiviert werden, haben die Meinung: Mensch ist Mensch. Der heutige Engländer oder Franzose oder Deutsche ist Mensch, so wie es der alte Ägypter war. Das ist aber ein Unsinn vor der wirklichen Erkenntnis, ein wirklicher Unsinn. Denn der alte Ägypter, indem er in sich selber einkehrte nach den Regeln der Initiation, fand etwas in sich, was der heutige Mensch in sich nicht finden kann, weil es verschwunden ist, weil es weg ist. Das ist entglitten dem Menschen, verlorengegangen dem Menschen, was selbst noch in der vorchristlichen und zum Teil noch in der nachchristlichen griechischen Seelenverfassung gefunden werden konnte. Das ist verlorengegangen, ist aus der Menschenwesenheit heraus verschwunden. Die menschliche Organisation ist heute eine andere, als sie in alten Zeiten war.

Wenn wir die Sache anders aussprechen, so können wir so sagen: Der Mensch fand, wenn auch dunkel, wenn auch nicht in vollbewußten Begriffen, in jenen alten Zeiten, indem er in sich hineinging, doch sein Ich. Das widerspricht nicht dem, daß man sagt, daß das Ich in einer gewissen Weise durch das Christentum erst geboren worden ist. Deshalb sage ich: Wenn auch dunkel, wenn auch nicht in vollbewußten Begriffen, der Mensch fand doch sein Ich. Es war als aktives Bewußtsein erst durch das Christentum geboren worden, aber der Mensch fand sein Ich. Denn von diesem Ich, von diesem wirklichen, wahren Ich ist im Menschen der damaligen Zeit etwas zurückgeblieben, nachdem er geboren worden ist. Sie werden sagen: Soll nun jetzt etwa der Mensch heute nicht sein Ich finden? — Nein, er findet es auch nicht: das wirkliche Ich macht einen Stillstand, indem wir geboten werden. Dasjenige, was wir erleben als unser Ich, ist nur ein Spiegelbild des Ich. Das ist nur etwas, was das vorgeburtliche Ich in uns abspiegelt. Wir erleben in der Tat nur ein Spiegelbild des Ich, etwas vom wirklichen Ich erleben wir nur ganz indirekt. Das, wovon die Psychologen, die sogenannten Seelenforscher als vom Ich reden, ist nur ein Spiegelbild; das verhält sich zum wirklichen Ich so, wie das Bild, das Sie von sich im Spiegel sehen, sich zu Ihnen verhält. Aber dieses wirkliche Ich, das während der Zeit des atavistischen Hellsehens und bis in die christlichen Zeiten herein gefunden werden konnte, ist heute nicht in dem Menschen, der auf seine eigene Wesenheit - insofern die eigene Wesenheit verbunden ist mit dem Leibe hinschaut. Nur indirekt erlebt der Mensch etwas von seinem Ich, dann, wenn er mit andern Menschen in Beziehung tritt und sich das Karma abspielt.

Wenn wir einem andern Menschen gegenübertreten und sich etwas abspielt zwischen uns und dem andern Menschen, was zu unserem Karma gehört, da tritt etwas von dem Impulse des wahren Ich in uns herein. Aber das, was wir in uns Ich nennen, was wir mit dem Worte bezeichnen, das ist nur ein Spiegelbild. Und gerade dadurch wird der Mensch reif gemacht während unseres fünften nachatlantischen Kulturzeitraumes, das Ich im sechsten Zeitraum in einer neuen Gestalt zu erleben, daß er gewissermaßen durch den fünften Zeitraum dieses Ich nur als Spiegelbild erlebt. Das ist gerade das Charakteristische des Zeitalters der Bewußtseinsseele, daß der Mensch sein Ich nur als Spiegelbild erhält, damit er in das Zeitalter des Geistselbstes hineinlebt und das Ich anders gestaltet, in neuer Gestalt wieder erleben kann. Nur wird er es anders erleben, als er es heute gerne möchte! Heute möchte der Mensch sein Ich, das er nur als Spiegelbild erlebt, alles eher nennen als das, was sich ihm im zukünftigen sechsten nachatlantischen Zeitraum als solches präsentieren wird. Jene mystischen Anwandlungen, wie sie heute die Menschen noch haben: durch Hineinbrüten in ihr Inneres das wahre Ich zu finden - das sie sogar das göttliche Ich nennen! -, solche Anwandlungen werden die Menschen in der Zukunft seltener haben. Aber gewöhnen werden sie sich müssen, dieses Ich nur in der Außenwelt zu sehen. Das Sonderbare wird eintreten, daß jeder andere, der uns begegnet und der etwas mit uns zu tun hat, mehr mit unserem Ich zu tun haben wird als dasjenige, was da in der Haut eingeschlossen ist. So steuert der Mensch auf das soziale Zeitalter zu, daß er sich in Zukunft sagen wird: Mein Selbst ist bei all denen, die mir da draußen begegnen; am wenigsten ist es da drinnen. Ich bekomme, indem ich als physischer Mensch zwischen Geburt und Tod lebe, mein Selbst von allem Möglichen, nur nicht von dem, was da in meiner Haut eingeschlossen ist.

Dieses, was so paradox erscheint, es bereitet sich heute indirekt vor dadurch, daß die Menschen ein wenig empfinden lernen, wie sie in dem, was sie ihr Ich nennen, in diesem Spiegelbild drinnen eigentlich furchtbar wenig sind. Ich habe neulich einmal davon gesprochen, wie man dadurch auf die Wahrheit kommen kann, daß man sich seine Biographie, aber sachlich, vor Augen führt und sich frägt, was man eigentlich dem und jenem Menschen verdankt von seiner Geburt ab. Man wird sich allmählich so langsam auflösen in die Einflüsse, die von andern kommen; man wird außerordentlich wenig finden in dem, was man als sein eigentliches Ich zu betrachten hat, das, wie gesagt, doch nur ein Spiegelbild ist. Etwas grotesk gesprochen, kann man sagen: In jenen Zeiten, in denen das Mysterium von Golgatha sich abgespielt hat, ist der Mensch ausgehöhlt worden, ist er hohl geworden. Das ist das Bedeutsame, daß man erkennen lernt das Mysterium von Golgatha als Impuls, indem man es in seiner Wechselbeziehung zu diesem Hohlwerden des Menschen betrachtet. Der Mensch muß, wenn er von der Wirklichkeit spricht, sich klar sein, daß der Platz irgendwie ausgefüllt sein muß, den er früher noch hat finden können, sagen wir, in den ägyptisch-chaldäischen Königsmysterien. Der wurde damals noch etwas ausgefüllt von dem wirklichen Ich, das heute haltmacht, wenn der Mensch geboren wird, oder wenigstens in den ersten Kindheitsjahren haltmacht, es scheint noch etwas herein in die ersten Kindheitsjahre. Und diesen Platz, ihn nahm der Christus-Impuls ein. Da sehen Sie den wahren Vorgang. Sie können sich sagen: Hier (siehe Zeichnung, links) die Menschen vor dem Mysterium von Golgatha, hier (Mitte) das Mysterium von Golgatha, (rechts) die Menschen nach dem Mysterium von Golgatha.

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Die Menschen vor dem Mysterium von Golgatha hatten etwas in sich, das, wie gesagt, durch die Einweihung gefunden wurde (rot). Die Menschen nach dem Mysterium von Golgatha haben dieses nicht mehr in sich (blau), sie sind gewissermaßen da ausgehöhlt, und der Christus-Impuls senkt sich herein (violett) und nimmt den leeren Platz ein. Der Christus-Impuls soll also nicht aufgefaßt werden wie eine Lehre bloß, wie eine T'heorie, sondern er muß hinsichtlich seiner Tatsächlichkeit aufgefaßt werden. Und jeder, der die Möglichkeit dieses Hinabsenkens im Sinne der alten Mysterieninitiation wirklich versteht, der versteht erst die Bedeutung des Mysteriums von Golgatha seiner innerlichen Wahrheit nach. Denn heute könnte, so wie das in der alten ägyptischen Königseinweihung der Fall war, der Mensch nicht ohne weiteres ein Christophor werden; er wird aber ein Christophor unter allen Umständen, indem gewissermaßen in den Hohlraum, der in ihm ist, der Christus sich hineinsenkt.

Also in dem Bedeutungsloswerden der alten Mysterienprinzipien zeigt sich die große Bedeutung des Christus-Mysteriums, von dem ich gesagt habe — Sie können das in meinem Buche «Das Christentum als mystische Tatsache» nachlesen -: Dasjenige, was früher in den Tiefen der Mysterien erlebt worden ist, was den Menschen zum Christophor gemacht hat, ist hinausgestellt worden in den großen Plan der Weltgeschichte und vollzieht sich als eine äußere Tatsache. Das ist Tatsache. Daraus werden Sie aber auch ersehen, daß das Einweihungsprinzip selber seit jenen alten Zeiten eine Änderung erfahren mußte, eine Wandlung durchmachen mußte, denn dasjenige, was sich die alten Mysterien als das im Menschen zu Suchende vorgesetzt haben, das kann heute nicht gefunden werden.

Man tue sich nur ja nicht gar so viel darauf zugute, daß die heutige Naturwissenschaft den heutigen Engländer, Franzosen, Deutschen ebenso betrachtet, wie sie, wenn sie könnte, den alten Ägypter betrachten würde. Sie betrachtet gar nicht das am Menschen, was sein Wesentliches ist. Schließlich hat sich sogar das Äußere etwas verändert seit jenen alten Zeiten, aber das, was das Wesentliche ist, was sich verändert hat, das muß man so schildern, wie wir es heute getan haben. In dieser Schilderung sehen Sie aber zugleich die Notwendigkeit, daß das Initiationsprinzip sich ändert. Was soll denn heute der Mensch suchen, wenn er nur das alte «Erkenne dich selbst» im alten Sinne befolgen will? Was würde er erreichen, wenn er alle Beschreibungen der Einweihungszeremonien und Einweihungsvorgänge des alten Ägypten kennen und auf sich anwenden würde? Er würde nicht mehr das finden, was man innerhalb der alten Mysterien gefunden hat. Und dasjenige, was man im vierten Grad geworden ist, das würde er unbewußt vollziehen, er kann es aber nicht verstehen. Der Mensch kann, auch wenn er alle Einweihungszeremonien durchmacht, wenn er die Wege geht, die damals bis zum Christophor geführt haben, dem Christus auf diese Weise nicht verständnisvoll entgegentreten. Der alte Mensch konnte das, wenn er eingeweiht wurde: er wurde wirklich zum Christophor. Das ist eben eingetreten im Laufe der Entwickelung der Erde, daß der Mensch die Möglichkeit verloren hat, in sich selber jene Wesenheit zu suchen, die dann zum Licht der Weltwesenheit wurde. Heute findet der Mensch einen Hohlraum in sich, wenn er auf dieselbe Weise sucht.

Aber im Weltengang ist es auch nicht bedeutungslos, wenn man etwas verliert: Man wird dadurch ein anderer. Man trägt — wenn ich das weiter ausdehne, was ich eben besprochen habe - sich als Mensch durch die Welt mit jenem Hohlraum. Das gibt einem aber wiederum besondere Fähigkeiten. Und so wahr es ist, daß gewisse alte Fähigkeiten verlorengegangen sind, so wahr ist es aber auch, daß gerade durch den Verlust jener Fähigkeiten neue erworben worden sind, die nun wiederum so ausgebildet werden können wie die alten Fähigkeiten im alten Sinne. Das heißt mit andern Worten: Der Weg, der gemacht worden ist durch das Tor des Menschen bis zum Tor des Todes, der muß heute in anderer Weise gemacht werden. Das hängt zusammen mit dem, was ich gesagt habe: Die Geister der Persönlichkeit nehmen einen neuen Charakter an. Mit diesem neuen Charakter der Geister der Persönlichkeit hängt im wesentlichen zusammen die neue Initiation.

Es wurde gewissermaßen zuerst eine Pause gemacht in der Menschheitsentwickelung mit der Initiation. Im 19. Jahrhundert namentlich war der Mensch weit von ihr weggerückt. Erst mit dem Einde des 19. Jahrhunderts kam wiederum die Möglichkeit des Nahegerücktwerdens der wirklichen lebendigen Initiation. Und diese wirkliche lebendige Initiation bereitet sich vor, aber sie wird in einer ganz andern Weise verlaufen, als jene frühere verlaufen ist, die ich heute — um Ihnen eine Vorbereitung zu geben zum tieferen Verständnis des Christentums — von einem gewissen Gesichtspunkte aus geschildert habe. Dasjenige, was damals ganz vergeblich war: in der sich ausbreitenden äußeren Welt irgend etwas Wesenhaftes zu suchen, das wird gerade dadurch möglich, daß wir innerlich so hohl werden. Und das wird immer mehr eintreten und ist bis zu einem gewissen Grade heute schon möglich und kann heute schon erreicht werden durch solche Erkenntniswege, die geschildert werden in «Wie erlangt man Erkenntnisse der höheren Welten?». Dasjenige, was heute zu erlangen möglich ist, das ist, in einer gewissen Weise mit denselben Seelenfähigkeiten, wenn man sie nur richtig anwendet, mit denen man in die äußere Welt hineinsieht, tiefer in diese äußere Welt hineinzuschauen. Die Naturwissenschaft tut das nicht, sie will nur bis zu Gesetzen vordringen, sogenannten Naturgesetzen. Diese Naturgesetze sind ja Abstraktionen. Und wenn Sie sich ein bißchen bekanntmachen mit der gebräuchlichen Literatur, die den naturwissenschaftlichen Begriffen so ein Philosophenmäntelchen umhängt - ich könnte auch sagen, ein Philosophenhütchen aufsetzt -, dann werden Sie sehen, daß diese Leute, die da heute über diese Dinge reden, nicht wissen, wie sie über die Beziehungen der Naturgesetze zu der Realität, zu der Wirklichkeit denken sollen. Da kommt man bis zu den Naturgesetzen, aber die bleiben abstrakte Begriffe, abstrakte Ideen. Solch eine Persönlichkeit wie Goethe sucht über die Naturgesetze hinauszudringen. Und das ist das Bemerkenswerte an Goethe und an dem Goetheanismus, das, was so wenig verstanden wird: Goethe suchte über die Naturgesetze hinauszudringen zu der Naturgestaltung, zu den Formen. Daher begründete er gerade eine Morphologie im höheren Sinne, eine spirituelle Morphologie. Er versuchte nicht das festzuhalten, was die äußeren Sinne geben, sondern das Sich-Formende, dasjenige, was die äußeren Sinne nicht geben, was sich aber versteckt in den Formen. So daß wir heute wirklich von etwas Parallelem sprechen können zum Tor des Menschen: Wir können sprechen vom «Tor der Naturformen». Ich möchte sagen, die Morgenröte war schon gegeben, aber in einer etwas noch dunklen Art, als aus der chaotisch mittelalterlichen Mystik heraus solch ein Mann wie Jakob Böhme, wenn auch in seiner Sprache, von den sieben Naturformen sprach. Aber es ist eben nicht sehr deutlich und nicht sehr umfassend bei Jakob Böhme. Dasjenige aber, wozu die moderne Initiation immer mehr kommen muß, das sind diese Formen, die sich in den äußeren Sinnesformen als über das Räumlich-Zeitliche hinausgehend zeigen.

Ich habe öfters aufmerksam gemacht auf jenes berühmte Gespräch zwischen Goethe und Schiller, als beide von einem Vortrag des Naturforschers Batsch herauskamen. Da sagte Schiller zu Goethe, daß das eine sehr zerstückelte Art wäre, die Welt zu betrachten, die Batsch sich geleistet habe. Nun, so zerstückelt wie die heutigen Naturforscher das tun, war das damals noch lange nicht, abet Schiller empfand das doch als sehr trocken. Und Goethe sagte, man könne wohl auch eine andere Naturbetrachtung anwenden. Und er zeichnete seine Pflanzenmetamorphose, die Urpflanze, mit ein paar charakteristischen Strichen. Da sagte Schiller, der das nicht erfassen konnte: Das ist keine Erfahrung -— er meinte, nichts was in der äußeren Welt ist -, das ist eine Idee. - Schiller blieb bei der Abstraktion. Goethe sagte darauf: Wenn das eine Idee ist, kann es mir recht sein, dann sehe ich meine Ideen mit Augen. — Er meinte, für ihn ist das nicht eine Idee, die man sich nur innerlich bildet, sondern für ihn ist das, was er da aufzeichnete, obwohl es nicht wie etwa Farben mit Augen gesehen werden kann, doch da. Das ist wirkliche Gestaltung, übersinnliche Gestaltung in den Sinnen. Goethe hat das gewiß nicht sehr weit ausgebildet. Ich habe Ihnen in Betrachtungen, die wir angestellt haben, gesagt: In gerader Fortsetzung von dieser Goetheschen Pflanzen- und Tierweltmetamorphose, die Goethe nur in elementarer Weise ausgebildet hat, liegt die wahre Durchdringung der wiederholten Erdenleben. Goethe betrachtet das farbige Blütenblatt als umgewandeltes Pflanzenblatt; er betrachtet den Schädelknochen als umgewandelten Rückenwirbelknochen. Es war ein Anfang. Wenn man nach derselben Betrachtungsweise ihn fortsetzt, kommt man nur bis zu den Formen, aber eben bis an das Tor der Naturformen, kommt zu imaginativer Einsicht in diese Naturformen. Und da kommt man dazu, wirklich nicht bloß auf die Schädelknochen hinzusehen, die umgewandelte Wirbelknochen sind, sondern auf den ganzen menschlichen Schädel. Man kommt darauf, daß dieser ganze menschliche Kopf die umgewandelte Menschengestalt ist aus dem vorherigen Leben, nur kopflos gedacht. Das, was Sie heute an sich tragen außer dem Kopf, der übrige Körper, geht natürlich seiner Materie nach in die Erde über; aber das Übersinnliche der Formen, das geht durch das Leben zwischen Tod und neuer Geburt, und das ist Kopf der nächsten Inkarnation. Da haben wir die Metamorphose in ihrer höchsten Ausbildung beim Menschen. Sie dürfen nur auf den Schein nichts geben. Sie können natürlich sagen: Wir senken den Menschen in die Erde ein oder wir verbrennen ihn, wie soll sich denn da der Körper umwandeln zum Kopf? — Nun, das ist eben das Rechnen mit dem Scheine im heutigen Sinn. Da müssen Sie schon, wenn Sie diesen Schein kultivieren wollen, bei denen bleiben, die aufmerksam machen auf die Shakespeare-Stelle, wo Hamlet aus Verzweiflung sagt, daß irgendwo in einem beliebigen Staube der irdische Menschenstaub vorhanden sei von Julius Cäsar, vielleicht in irgendeinem Hunde seien die Überreste, die Atome, die einstmals den römischen Cäsar gebildet haben.

Nun, diese Leute gehen eben nicht dem Wege nach, den zum Beispiel auch der physische Organismus nimmt, gleichgültig ob er in die Erde gelegt oder verbrannt wird. Da findet schon diese Metamorphose statt. Es ist so, daß nur das Haupt, der Kopf abglimmt, von der Erde verschwindet, denn er geht ins Weltenall hinaus; dasjenige aber, was für die jetzige Inkarnation Ihr Leib ist, außer dem Kopfe, das verwandelt sich, und Sie finden es als Kopf - Sie können dem gar nicht entkommen - in Ihrer nächsten Inkarnation. An Materie brauchen Sie gar nicht zu denken. Sie haben auch jetzt nicht dieselbe Materie, die Sie vor sieben Jahren in sich getragen haben. Sie brauchen nur an die sich verwandelnde, an die verwandelte Form zu denken. Es ist ebenso eine erste Stufe, wie das Tor des Menschen im alten Sinne eine erste Stufe war: es ist das Tor der Formen. Und indem man lebendig erfaßt hat dieses Tor der Formen, kann man eintreten in das «Tor des Lebens», wo man es nicht mehr mit Formen zu tun hat, sondern mit Lebensstufen, mit Lebenselementen. Das würde demjenigen entsprechen, was ich vorhin bei der alten ägyptischen Königseinweihung charakterisiert habe als den zweiten Grad. Und das Dritte ist gleichbedeutend mit dem Eintreten in das Tor des Todes: es ist die Initiation in die verschiedenen Bewußtseine. Der Mensch kennt ja zwischen Geburt und Tod nur das eine Bewußtsein; doch dieses ist nur eines unter zunächst sieben. Aber mit diesen verschiedenen Bewußtseinen muß man rechnen, wenn man die Welt überhaupt verstehen will.

Bedenken Sie doch nut, daß Sie die Skizze haben von diesen drei aufeinanderfolgenden Dingen in meiner «Geheimwissenschaft im Umriß». Ich habe sie für die Weltentwickelung gegeben. Sie haben da die verschiedenen Bewußtseinsformen Saturn, Sonne, Mond, Erde und so weiter, die sieben Bewußtseinsformen. Der Mensch geht in jeder dieser Stufen, von denen eine die Erde ist, durch ein Bewußtsein hindurch. Er absolviert sieben verschiedene Bewußtseinsstufen, auf jeder dieser Bewußtseinsstufen, also Saturn, Sonne und so weiter, sieben Lebensstufen und in jeder Lebensstufe sieben Stufen der Form. Das, was wir beschreiben in unseren Kulturstufen als altindische, altpersische, ägyptisch-chaldäische, griechisch-lateinische Stufe, unsere jetzige, das sind auch Formen. Da leben wir im Tor der Formen. Das entspricht dem Tor des Menschen, wenn wir von diesen Kulturformen sprechen, und wir können uns aus der Welt der Formen heraus Vorstellungen bilden über diese Kulturen, die aufeinanderfolgen. Es sind sieben in jeder Lebensstufe. Wenn wir aber von Lebensstufen sprechen, sprechen wir von den sieben aufeinanderfolgenden Stufen, wovon zum Beispiel unsere nachatlantische Zeit eine ist, mit der urpersischen, urindischen und so weiter zusammen bis zur siebenten. Wir stehen jetzt in der fünften Lebensstufe, das ist dann eine Lebensstufe, die atlantische auch eine, die lemurische auch eine Lebensstufe. Und diese sieben Lebensstufen sind da, damit der Mensch das Bewußtsein, das er heute hat, erlangen konnte. Dieses Bewußtsein aber ist herausentwickelt aus dem alten Mondenbewußtsein, dieses aus dem alten Sonnenbewußtsein. Aus jeder dieser Planetenverkörperungen nimmt der Mensch eine solche Bewußtseinsform an. Seine zunächst vollkommenste wird er während der Vulkanentwickelung erlangen.

Da sehen Sie, wie durch die drei aufeinanderfolgenden Geheimnisse der Grade der Mensch einen Überblick bekommt über den Kosmos. Und dann kann er aus dieser Welterkenntnis heraus wiederum Menschenerkenntnis gewinnen. Aus dieser Welterkenntnis heraus gewinnt man nun die Möglichkeit, dem Mysterium von Golgatha auch Verständnis entgegenzubringen.

Wir haben erst heute einige Skizzen, möchte ich sagen, in bezug auf dieses Verständnis in uns aufgenommen. Aber wir haben doch immerhin begreifen können, warum zum Beispiel das Mysterium von Golgatha in die vierte nachatlantische Kulturform der fünften Lebensperiode, der nachatlantischen Lebensperiode, hineinfällt, warum es auf der Erde sich zugetragen hat. Wenn Sie in dem letzten Leipziger Zyklus nachlesen, werden Sie sehen, wie sich vorbereitet hat auf dieser Erde dieses Mysterium von Golgatha. Aber alles dasjenige, was zum Verständnis dieses Mysteriums von Golgatha notwendig ist, das ergibt sich aus den Prinzipien der neuen Initiation heraus. So daß die alte Initiation eben im wesentlichen von der Menschenerkenntnis zur Welterkenntnis ging, die neue von der Welterkenntnis zurückgeht zur Menschenerkenntnis.

Aber das ist vom Initiationsstandpunkt aus charakterisiert. Da stehen Sie gewissermaßen auf der einen Seite; auf der andern Seite zeigt sich Ihnen das Spiegelbild davon. Sie müssen, um diese Welterkenntnis zu erlangen, eben von einer neuen Menschenerkenntnis erst ausgehen. Und von dieser habe ich neulich gesprochen. Von dieser muß man völlig anders sprechen für die alte und wiederum für die neue Zeit. Die alte Zeit kam durch ihre Menschenerkenntnis zu einem Ergebnis, das eben Welterkenntnis war. 'Theoretisch gesprochen, könnte man sagen: Der Mensch machte etwas als Lebensprozeß durch, und dann, wenn er fertig war, war das Welterkenntnis; er ging dadurch in seinem Bewußtsein von der Welterkenntnis aus und konnte dann wiederum auf den Menschen zurückschließen. Heute, wenn Sie von dieser Welterkenntnis durch Form, Leben und Bewußtsein ausgehen, erlangen Sie eigentlich dadurch — sehen Sie es in meiner «Geheimwissenschaft» an - im wesentlichen Menschenerkenntnis. Es verschwindet eigentlich alles übrige in der Naturerkenntnis: der Mensch wird einem verständlich. Und ebenso wird einem, wie ich Ihnen gezeigt habe, der Mensch erst verständlich als dreigliedriges Wesen - als Sinnes-Nervenwesen, als rhythmisches Wesen, als Stoffwechselwesen — dadurch, daß man diese Welterkenntnis erwirbt. Und von dem Menschen aus kann man dann wiederum zur Welterkenntnis übergehen.

Das sind keine Widersprüche. Solches werden Sie auf Schritt und Tritt finden, wenn Sie in die Wahrheitswelt eintreten wollen. Wollen Sie eine Dogmatik, dann können Sie nach solchen Widersprüchen nicht gehen, denn sie sind Ihnen unbequem. Wenn Sie eine Dogmatik wollen, können Sie diese da oder dort finden, aber diese Dogmatik wird niemals Verständnis der Wirklichkeit geben, sondern nur etwas, worauf Sie schwören können, wenn Sie wollen. Wollen Sie die Wirklichkeit erkennen, so müssen Sie sich eben klar sein, daß diese Wirklichkeit von verschiedenen Seiten aus dargestellt werden muß. Dem Leben nach mußte der alte Mensch von der Welt zum Menschen gehen, der neue Mensch vom Menschen zur Welt; der Erkenntnis nach ging der alte Mensch vom Menschen zur Welt, der neue Mensch von der Welt zum Menschen. Das ist dasjenige, was notwendig ist. Das ist wiederum für den modernen Menschen etwas Unbequemes, aber ein jegliches muß heute den Durchgang gewinnen durch das, was das Schwanken ist, durch jene Unsicherheit! Bedenken Sie nur, in dem zweiten Grade der ägyptischen Königseinweihung kam der Mensch in das Schwanken hinein, in die Drehung. Heute muß der Mensch, wenn er wirklich durch die Formen hineinstrebt in das Leben, sich in jene Möglichkeit versetzen lassen, wo er sich sagt: Und wenn ich mir noch so schöne Begriffe durch dieses oder jenes hergebrachte Bekenntnis geben lasse, diese Begriffe mögen alle recht schön sein, aber ich komme doch durch sie nicht an die Wirklichkeit heran, wenn ich nicht auch den entgegengesetzten Begriff mir hinstellen kann.

Ich habe Sie darauf aufmerksam gemacht, daß das Mysterium von Golgatha selbst notwendig macht, die beiden entgegengesetzten Begriffe zu haben, indem Sie sich sagen: Ganz gewiß war es eine schlechte Tat, wenn Menschen den Gott, der in einem Menschen verkörpert ist, morden. Aber ganz gewiß war diese Tat der Ausgangspunkt des Christentums. Denn, wäre der Mord auf Golgatha nicht geschehen, so gäbe es das Christentum seiner Realität nach nicht. Dieses Paradoxon einer übersinnlichen Tatsache gegenüber kann ein Musterbeispiel sein für manche Paradoxa, mit denen Sie sich abfinden müssen, wenn Sie wirklich hinüberkommen wollen in das Begreifen der übersinnlichen Welt, denn ohne das läßt sich nicht hinüberkommen. Früher brauchte man die Furcht, heute braucht man das Überschreiten jenes Abgrundes, der dem Menschen vorkommt wie das Stehen ohne einen Schwerpunkt im Weltenall. Aber durch das muß durchgegangen werden, damit nicht mehr auf Begriffe geschworen wird, sondern damit Begriffe als etwas angesehen werden, was die Dinge von verschiedenen Seiten beleuchtet, wie die Bilder, die man von einem Baum aufnimmt, der von verschiedenen Seiten beleuchtet wird. Der Dogmatiker — der Naturforscher und der Theologe -, sie glauben, mit irgendwelchen Dogmen die ganze Realität zu erfassen. Der in der Wirklichkeit Stehende weiß, daß jede Aussage solcher Art sich vergleichen läßt mit einer Photographie, die von einer Seite aufgenommen ist und die nur einen Aspekt der Wirklichkeit gibt; daß man mindestens den entgegengesetzten Aspekt noch haben muß, um durch das Zusammenschauen der beiden Aspekte sich der Wirklichkeit des Gegenstandes zu nähern. Davon dann morgen weiter.

Fourth Lecture

The day before yesterday, an attempt was made here to point out the impulses from which Christianity developed. We saw how the actual self of Christianity, the core of Christianity, became embodied, so to speak—one cannot say this very well, of course, but comparatively speaking, one can say it in three elements: in the ancient Hebrew soul, in the Greek spirit, and in the Roman body. Now, in order to be able to apply this, to be able to speak about the application of Christian thought to the immediate present, let us continue this consideration a little further and try to gain some insights into this inner core, this central element of Christianity today.

If one wants to go into the development of Christianity, one cannot do so—and you can already see this from my book Christianity as Mystical Fact—without also showing how Christianity developed out of the mystery religion of pre-Christian times. Today, it is generally not easy to speak about the mystery cults because, in the course of human development — due to necessary laws — we have reached a point, or rather an epoch, in which, in a certain sense, we are still stuck in a time when the mystery cults have declined and can no longer play the role they played, for example, in the time in which Christianity developed, as it did from other sources, including the mystery teachings. There are good reasons why the mystery teachings have declined in our time, and we will discuss these reasons in connection with what we are going to talk about today and in the next few days, and we will also see how these mystery teachings can be reestablished.

What drove people in ancient times — I am speaking first of pre-Christian times, let us say first of the pre-Christian Greek and pre-Christian Egyptian-Chaldean times — what drove people in those ancient times to the mystery cults was the fact that their worldview at that time forced them to accept the conviction that the world that spreads out around them is not immediately the true world; one must seek ways and means to penetrate the true world as a human being. A strong sense of a certain fact was peculiar to the people of those ancient times who presented themselves with any kind of riddles of knowledge. These people knew that no matter how hard one might try to penetrate the essence of the world through external observation, it was impossible to do so. In order to grasp the full weight of this knowledge of ancient times, one must even take into account that we are speaking of times when the vast majority of people still had a full external perception of spiritual elementary facts. It was not like it is today for the vast majority of people, who only perceive the impressions of the outer senses; these people still perceived spiritual essences, as it were, through the phenomena of nature. They also perceived effects that were by no means exhausted in what we today call natural processes. Nevertheless, even though these people spoke of the revelation of elemental spirits in nature, they were deeply convinced that these perceptions of the external world — however clairvoyant they might be — could not lead to the true essence of this world, that the true essence of the world had to be sought in a special way. These special ways are beautifully summarized in the Greek worldview in the words “Know thyself.”

If one searches for the actual meaning of these words, “Know thyself,” one will find something like the following. One will find that the power of these words arises from the insight that, no matter how far one may survey the external world, no matter how deeply one may penetrate into the external world, one not only fails to find the essence of this external world itself, but one also fails to find the essence of the human being. Expressed simply in the words of today's worldview, one could say: These people were convinced that the observation of nature cannot provide insight into the essence of human beings. On the other hand, they were convinced that this essence of man is connected with the whole of nature spread out in the world, that if man succeeds in penetrating his own essence, he would be able to know something essential about this world through the knowledge of his own essence. They were convinced that they cannot initially gain insight into this essence of the world from the world itself. But from the nature of man, who is a member of this world, they can, if they are able to recognize it, also gain insight into the nature of the world. Therefore: Know thyself in order to know the world. — That was, in a sense, the impulse. And that was the impulse that lay at the basis of, let us say, the Egyptian-Chaldean initiation. All initiation proceeds through stages — we have become accustomed to calling them degrees — it proceeds through stages, through degrees. Now, the first stage, the first degree of Egyptian-Chaldean initiation, is described in one word: the initiate must first pass through the “gate of man.” That was, in a sense, the first stage: passing through the gate of man. This means that the human being himself was to be made into the gate of knowledge. The human being was to be recognized, because if one recognizes the essence of the human being at this entrance gate to the world, one can also penetrate into the essence of the world by way of the human being. Therefore, “Know thyself” is synonymous with entering into the world through the gate of the human being.

Now, I do not intend to speak in great detail today about these various stages of initiation, but would like to emphasize what is essential for understanding Christianity. So do not regard what I am about to say as an exhaustive description of the nature of the degrees of initiation, but rather as an attempt to highlight certain characteristic features of these degrees of initiation in the Egyptian-Chaldean tradition, which were particularly effective in preparing the way for the development of the essence of Christianity.

What the initiate was to recognize at the gate of the human being was therefore the essence of the human being itself. This was something he could not find — no matter how far and how carefully he looked around — in what the outer world showed him. In the mysteries, it was clear that something of the mysteries of existence had been left behind in human nature, something that could be found in this human nature with human means, but which cannot be found when one looks at the outer world. These people were convinced of this. If one looks at the outer world, one finds, of course, the earthly nature spreading out around the human being. But this earthly natural being is, in a sense, only a kind of veil or covering, insofar as human beings recognize it. And even what natural science has to say today about this outer nature as it presents itself is, by its very nature, such that it does not explain itself at all. Then human beings were able to turn their gaze—and in those ancient times they did so much more intensely than they do today—upward from the outer nature they saw here on Earth in their surroundings, toward the world of the stars. There he saw many things which he knew well in those ancient times — a knowledge which has been lost to the outer world today — that human beings are just as connected with them as they are with the plant, animal, and mineral kingdoms here on Earth. It was known that human beings, just as they are born out of the realms of nature on Earth, are also born out of something within themselves that comes from the extraterrestrial cosmos. However, what unites human beings with this extraterrestrial cosmos became apparent to the understanding when human beings passed through the gate of humanity. Human beings carried within themselves, as it were, the remnants of a connection from which they had detached themselves during the transition from the lunar nature to the earthly nature. They carried within themselves the remnants of their connection with the extraterrestrial cosmos. Human beings were thus led to the gate of humanity, where they were to get to know themselves. He learned to know within himself what he could only gaze at externally, namely in the starry world.

He learned within himself how, as an actual human being, he is not only incorporated into an earthly body composed of the realms of earthly nature, but he also learned how that which emanates from the entire extraterrestrial starry world has flowed into his entire human being. Through his self-knowledge, one might say that man discovered the nature of the starry sky. He learned how he descended from stage to stage, descending, as it were, from heaven to heaven, before arriving on earth and being embodied in an earthly body. And at the gates of humanity, they were supposed to ascend these stages again—eight of them were usually listed. During their initiation, they were supposed to retrace the path they had descended through until they were born here in a physical body.

Such knowledge cannot be acquired—I am now speaking of pre-Christian mystery knowledge—without the whole being of the human being being grasped. The preparation that the initiate had to undergo in those days is something that people today do not like to think about — I am choosing my words so that they express the facts as accurately as possible — because they are irritated by these concepts. People today would like to undergo initiation as something that one occasionally takes along on one's journey through life, something that one completes on the side. They want to inform themselves — as we call it today — about what leads to knowledge; in any case, people today do not want to experience what those ancient people who sought initiation had to experience. They do not want to be seized in their entire human being by the preparation for knowledge, to become a different person. But these people had to decide to become different people. The descriptions you often find about this ancient mystery system give you only a vague idea, because these descriptions are usually written in such a way that one gets the impression that these ancient initiations passed by people just as casually as the so-called initiations of modern Freemasonry. But that is not the case. Where ancient initiations are imitated in the present day, one is only dealing with all kinds of reproductions of what was actually experienced in those ancient times, with reproductions that can be completed in life in the casual manner desired by modern man. But what was essential preparation for the ancient people was that they had to go through that inner state of soul which can only be described in one word: it had to be carried out to the highest degree through that fear which human beings always feel when they are truly and really led with full consciousness before something completely unknown to them. That was precisely the essence of the old initiations, that people really had to absorb the feeling most intensely within themselves: they were standing before something that they could not stand before in any way in their outer life.

With all the soul forces that people still use in their outer life today, this state of soul cannot be achieved. With the soul forces that people today like to use, you can eat and drink, you can move socially in the way that people of today's social classes do, you can engage in trade, bureaucracy, you can even become a professor, pursue natural science, all that, but with these abilities you cannot recognize anything real. The state of soul with which people in those old days wanted to gain knowledge — and please note that I am always speaking in the old sense — is essentially different. It had nothing in common with the soul forces that serve the outer life; these had to be drawn, so to speak, from entirely different regions of the human being. These regions are always present in human beings, but human beings have a terrible fear of handling them in any way. It was quite deliberately that this region was activated in the initiate, the very region that modern human beings, ordinary profane human beings even in those days, avoided in themselves, to which they did not want to take refuge, about which they liked to delude themselves, to allow themselves to be numbed. Therefore, what is described externally—but should be understood more internally—is the arousal of a series of states of fear, which, however, had to be gone through because only what lies in such a region, which people fear in their ordinary external life, can be led to the intended knowledge in the soul. Only from this state of mind, which was bravely endured, which was now truly experienced, where the human being felt nothing in his soul but fear of something that was unknown — for it was only through this fear that he was to be led to knowledge — only from this state of mind was he then led before that which which I have just characterized as the descent of man through the regions of the heavens or the spiritual world, where he was again led up the eight steps, which of course today are only imitated, can only be imitated according to the customs of our time. But at that time, man was actually introduced into this experience.

For us, the result that emerged for man when he was led to this gate of man is particularly important. After he had understood the whole meaning of his existence before the gate of man, man ceased to regard himself as an animal—forgive the expression—on two legs, which is a summary of the other kingdoms of nature here on earth. He began to see himself as a citizen of the whole world, he began to see himself as belonging to the heavens that can be seen and also to those that cannot be seen. He began to feel at one with the entire cosmos, to feel truly like a microcosm, not merely a small earth, but a small world. He felt his connection to the planets and fixed stars, and thus felt born out of the universe. In a sense, one could say that he felt that his being did not end at his fingertips, the tips of his ears, or the tips of his toes, but that his being continued beyond his physical body, which he had taken from the earth, through infinite spaces, and through these infinite spaces into the spiritual realm. That was the result.

Do not try to turn this result into an abstract concept, because you will not gain much from this abstract concept. To say that the human being is a microcosm, a small world, and to have only this abstract idea is not very meaningful; it is actually just an illusion, just a 'delusion'. For what these ancient mysteries were all about was direct experience. The initiate had truly experienced at the gate of man how he is related to Mercury, Mars, the Sun, Jupiter, and the Moon. He had truly experienced that those hieroglyphs which stand in the space of the world and are traversed by the sun—apparently, as we say today as a matter of course—the images of the zodiac have something to do with his own existence. Only this concrete knowledge, based on experience, constituted what I now call the result. One does not have the same thing when one translates these things into abstract concepts today. If today we translate the old experiences into abstract concepts: this star has this influence, that star has that influence, and so on, these are just abstract concepts. For those ancient times, it was a matter of direct experience, of actually ascending through the various stages through which human beings descended before birth. Only when human beings had this living consciousness, when they knew from experience that they were a microcosm, only then did they feel ready to ascend to a second stage, a second degree, which at that time was the actual degree of self-knowledge. Then human beings could experience what they themselves are.

What I characterized earlier as the essence that is also the essence of the world could only be found in human beings themselves at that time; therefore, if one wanted to gain access to the universe, one had to pass through the gate of the human being. Within this second degree, everything that had been experienced as knowledge in the first degree was set in motion, so to speak. This setting in motion — it is still difficult today to give an idea of this setting in motion of experiences. In the second degree, one not only learned how one is assigned to the macrocosm, but one became entangled in the entire movement of the macrocosm. One went, as it were, with the sun through the zodiac, and by going with the sun through the zodiac, one also learned the entire path that any external impression makes on the human being himself. When faced with the external world with their ordinary powers of perception, human beings are only aware of the beginning of a very detailed process. They see a color, form an idea of the color, perhaps retain this idea in their memory, but that is as far as it goes. These are three stages. If one were to regard this as something complete, it would be just as if one wanted to consider the course of the day, which has twelve hours with the sun, as lasting only three hours. For everything that human beings take in as an impression from outside, which they actually follow at most up to the memory image, passes through a further process within them, through nine further stages. Man becomes a moving being, is inwardly permeated, as it were, by a living, turning wheel, like the sun describes its celestial wheel — apparently, in today's terms. In this way, man came to know himself. But in doing so, he also came to know the secrets of the great world. In the first stage, they learned how they stand within the world; in the second stage, they learned how they move within the world.

Without these insights as knowledge of life, it is not possible to achieve what everyone who was initiated into the third stage in ancient times really had to go through. We live in an age in which it is natural for people to deny everything threefold, if I am to speak in the sense of the mysteries, to eradicate everything threefold from human consciousness. For whether they admit it or not, people today actually insist that the whole world is confined to space and time. Even among very thoughtful people, you can find how they consider the whole world to be confined to space and time. You need only think, for example, of how the idea of human immortality was conceived in the 19th century, when materialism, theoretical materialism, was at its height. Very intelligent people in the middle, in the second half of the 19th century, repeatedly emphasized: If the soul of man were to leave man at death, there would ultimately be no place for it; the world would have to be so filled with souls that there could be no room for these souls. Very intelligent people said this because they actually believed that the human soul must somehow be accommodated after death in a way that can be characterized by concepts of space. Or another example: there was, and apparently still is, a Theosophical Society in which all kinds of things were taught about the higher members of human nature. I do not want to say that the enlightened leaders fell into the same error, but a large part of the followers imagined the astral body in a very spatial way: like a thin, but nevertheless spatial cloud; and these followers speculated a great deal about how they should imagine this when a person sleeps and that cloud leaves them spatially, where it then remains spatially somewhere. It was very difficult to teach a large number of followers that such spatial ideas are inappropriate for the spiritual.

It is extremely difficult for people today to imagine that, from a certain point on the path of knowledge, human beings not only enter other parts of space and other times, but also leave time and space, that only then does the real supersensible begin, when one leaves not only the sensory impressions and their temporal processes, but space and time itself, when one enters into completely different conditions of existence than those that enclose space and time. And if, as I say this, you reflect upon yourselves, you may find difficulties within yourselves when you ask yourselves: How am I to do this, to go out of space and time with my imagination? — And yet this was essentially the real achievement of the real passing through the first two stages. If, in the age of materialism, people had still had a clear awareness of these threefold mysteries, then something as grotesque as spiritualism would not have found acceptance as a theory — I am not talking here about the external experiments, but about the underlying theory. Anyone who seeks spirits by trying to bring them into space as if they were fine bodies has no idea that in doing so he is already acting spiritlessly, that is, seeking a world that contains no spirits, but something other than spirits. If spiritualism had any idea how, in order to find spirits, one must go beyond time and space, it would not arrive at this grotesque idea that one can make spatial arrangements through which spirits announce themselves in some way, just as external spatial effects play out in the process of time.

In short, this was what was to be acquired through the first two stages up to the third degree: the possibility of stepping out of time and space. However, the real passage through the gate of man and then through the second degree prepared for this.

This third stage, this third degree, was described with a word that can be expressed in English as follows: The initiate passed through the “gate of death.” This means that he now knew himself to be truly outside the space in which physical human life takes place between birth and death, and outside the time in which this human life unfolds. He knew that he was moving beyond time and space, in the eternal. He learned to recognize that which already protrudes into the sensory world, as I have often emphasized, but which cannot be comprehended within the sensory world because it already contains something spiritual. He learned to deal with death and everything connected with it. That was essentially the content of this third degree. However one may view the mystery rites, which varied among different peoples, and however they may have been presented, everywhere the preoccupation with death lay at the foundation. Everywhere, the starting point had to be taken for the third degree of all that can be experienced — if I must use this paradoxical expression, because I have no better one at present — when death, which otherwise leads human beings out of the body, is made experiential already within the life of the body. This was then connected with the possibility of now truly viewing the human being, as he stands between birth and death, as something outside the essence that had now been reached in the third degree. People now knew how to connect a concept with the words: to be outside one's body, whereby this “outside” was not understood spatially, but rather supra-spatially. So they knew how to connect an experiential concept with it. That was also where people abandoned their belief in the ordinary profane religion that was the religion of their people. Above all, at the gates of death, people abandoned the idea that they were standing here on earth and that their gods or their God were somewhere outside of them. At that point, human beings knew that they were one with their God; they no longer differed from their God; they knew that they were completely connected with Him. It was essentially experienced immortality that this third degree brought to man. It was experienced immortality in that man was able to leave behind that which is mortal in him, that he was able to separate himself from that which is mortal in him.

But let us not forget the whole path that led to this result. The whole path consisted in man learning to know himself. Now man was no longer within himself, now he was in the outer world. He had carried into the outer world what he had learned by penetrating into himself. That is the essence of this pre-Christian initiation, that man went into himself to find something within himself, which he then took with him into the outer world and which, by separating himself from himself, only then shone forth in the right way in the outer world, so that he then felt connected with the essence of the outer world. He went into himself in order to go out of himself. He went within himself because he could find something of the essence of the world there that he could only find within himself, that he could not find outside, but that he could only truly experience outside. He passed through the gate of humanity and through the gate of self-knowledge and death in order to enter the world that is, however, outside of him. The ordinary natural world is also outside us. But man was clear that he could only find what he was looking for by going within himself.

Then, after man had gone through the extraordinarily difficult third degree, he was readily ready for the fourth degree. And one can say that simply by practicing for a time to live in the third degree, he was ready for the fourth degree in a way that would be very difficult to claim of people today. For people today — simply because of the age we live in — do not actually mature within the third degree. They cannot easily escape from their conception of space and time except through certain concepts of power, which, however, must be sought in other ways — I will speak about this in the next few days — than those pursued in ancient times. With what human beings had now carried out of themselves into the outer world, they were raised to the consciousness of this fourth degree, and they became what could later be translated and rendered in later languages with the words: a “Christophor,” a Christ-bearer. That was basically the goal of this mystery initiation: to make human beings Christ-bearers. Of course, only a select few became such Christ bearers. They could only become Christ bearers by first seeking in human beings what could not be found in the entire outer world, then going out into the outer world with what they had found in human beings, and then uniting with their God. In this way they became Christ bearers. They knew that in the structure of the universe they had united with that which — speaking in advance, not historically — is called the Logos or the Word in the Gospel of John; they had united with that out of which all things are made and without which nothing that has been made is made. Thus, in those ancient times, the mystery of Christ was, so to speak, separated from human beings by an abyss, and it was bound up with human beings overcoming this abyss, with their truly placing themselves, through self-knowledge, in a position to come out of themselves and unite with their God, to become bearers of their God.

Let us now assume, hypothetically, to help us further in this consideration, that the mystery of Golgotha had not taken place on earth, that the earth's development had passed to the present day without the mystery of Golgotha having taken place. Only by making such counter-hypotheses can we truly grasp the significance of something like the mystery of Golgotha. So let us assume that the mystery of Golgotha had not taken place until today. What would have happened to what was observed in human beings through the mysteries in ancient times?

People today would then hear what the Greek Apollonian saying, the Greek Apollonian motto was: “Know thyself.” They might want to live by these words, “Know thyself,” and, since the traditions have been preserved, try to go through the same initiation paths which for my sake gave the Egyptian-Chaldean royal initiation, could try to ascend through the four stages as they did in pre-Christian times in order to become a Christophorus. But then human beings would have a very specific experience. If they followed this motto, “Know thyself,” if they tried to to go within himself and also through those states of fear that were experienced at that time, then through the subsequent experience of the changes, through the subsequent setting in motion of what was first experienced in a state of rest, he would have the experience that he now finds nothing, that he now does not find the essence of man within himself. That is already the significant thing! Certainly, the motto “Know thyself” also applies to people today, but this self-knowledge no longer leads them to knowledge of the world. What people in the old state of soul still found within themselves as connected with the essence of the world, what they could not find in the outer world, what they had to seek through self-knowledge in order to then have it as knowledge of the world, that inner human center of being that they could then take with them into the outer world in order to become Christophorus, people today do not find within themselves; it is no longer there. It is important to realize this! People with today's foolish ideas, cultivated by so-called science, have the opinion: Man is man. The Englishman, Frenchman, or German of today is a human being just as the ancient Egyptian was. But this is nonsense in the face of real knowledge, real nonsense. For the ancient Egyptian, by turning inward according to the rules of initiation, found something within himself that the human being of today cannot find within himself because it has disappeared, because it is gone. This has slipped away from humans, been lost to humans, even though it could still be found in the pre-Christian and, to some extent, post-Christian Greek soul constitution. It has been lost, disappeared from human existence. The human organization today is different from what it was in ancient times.

If we express the matter differently, we can say that in those ancient times, even if obscurely and not in fully conscious terms, human beings found their ego by going within themselves. This does not contradict the statement that the ego was born in a certain sense through Christianity. That is why I say: even if obscurely, even if not in fully conscious concepts, human beings did find their I. It was only through Christianity that it was born as active consciousness, but human beings found their I. For something of this I, of this real, true I, remained in the human beings of that time after they were born. You will say: Should human beings today not find their ego? No, they do not find it either: the real ego comes to a standstill when we are commanded. What we experience as our ego is only a reflection of the ego. It is only something that the pre-birth ego reflects in us. We experience only a reflection of the ego; we experience the real ego only very indirectly. What psychologists, the so-called soul researchers, speak of as the ego is only a reflection; it relates to the real ego in the same way that the image you see of yourself in the mirror relates to you. But this real self, which could be found during the time of atavistic clairvoyance and into Christian times, is not found today in people who look at their own being—insofar as their own being is connected to the body. People only indirectly experience something of their self when they enter into relationships with other people and karma plays out.

When we encounter another human being and something happens between us and the other person that belongs to our karma, something of the impulse of the true self enters into us. But what we call the I within us, what we describe with words, is only a reflection. And it is precisely through this that human beings are made ready during our fifth post-Atlantean cultural epoch to experience the I in a new form in the sixth epoch, in that they experience this I during the fifth epoch only as a reflection, so to speak. This is precisely what characterizes the age of the consciousness soul: that human beings receive their I only as a reflection so that they can live into the age of the spirit self and experience the I differently, in a new form. Only they will experience it differently than they would like to today! Today, human beings would rather call their ego, which they experience only as a mirror image, anything other than what it will present itself as in the future sixth post-Atlantean period. Those mystical impulses that people still have today, of brooding over their inner selves in order to find their true ego—which they even call the divine ego! Such impulses will become less common in the future. But people will have to get used to seeing this self only in the outer world. The strange thing will happen that everyone else we meet and who has something to do with us will have more to do with our self than what is enclosed in our skin. Thus, humanity is heading toward a social age in which people will say to themselves: My self is with all those I encounter out there; it is least within me. By living as a physical human being between birth and death, I receive my self from everything possible, except from what is enclosed within my skin.

This, which seems so paradoxical, is being indirectly prepared today by the fact that people are learning to feel a little how little they actually are in what they call their ego, in this mirror image inside. I recently spoke about how one can arrive at the truth by looking objectively at one's biography and asking oneself what one actually owes to this or that person from the moment of one's birth. Gradually, one dissolves into the influences that come from others; one finds very little in what one considers to be one's actual self, which, as I said, is only a mirror image. To put it somewhat grotesquely, one could say that in the times when the mystery of Golgotha took place, human beings were hollowed out, they became empty. This is what is significant: that we learn to recognize the mystery of Golgotha as an impulse by considering it in its interrelationship with this hollowing out of the human being. When speaking of reality, human beings must be clear that the space they were once able to find, say, in the Egyptian-Chaldean royal mysteries, must somehow be filled. At that time, it was still filled to some extent by the real I, which today comes to a halt when the human being is born, or at least in the first years of childhood; it still seems to linger a little into the first years of childhood. And this space was taken by the Christ impulse. There you see the true process. You can say to yourself: Here (see drawing, left) are the people before the mystery of Golgotha, here (center) is the mystery of Golgotha, (right) are the people after the mystery of Golgotha.

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People before the mystery of Golgotha had something within them that, as I said, was found through initiation (red). People after the mystery of Golgotha no longer have this within them (blue); they are, in a sense, hollowed out, and the Christ impulse descends (purple) and fills the empty space. The Christ impulse should therefore not be understood merely as a doctrine, as a theory, but must be understood in terms of its reality. And everyone who truly understands the possibility of this descent in the sense of the ancient mystery initiation will understand the meaning of the mystery of Golgotha in its inner truth. For today, as was the case in the ancient Egyptian initiation of kings, a person cannot simply become a Christophorus; but he becomes a Christophorus under all circumstances when, in a sense, Christ descends into the hollow space within him.

So, in the loss of meaning of the old mystery principles, the great significance of the Christ mystery becomes apparent, of which I have spoken — you can read about this in my book Christianity as Mystical Fact —: What was once experienced in the depths of the mysteries, what made people Christophori, has been brought out into the great plan of world history and is now taking place as an external fact. That is a fact. From this you will also see that the principle of initiation itself had to undergo a change since those ancient times, a transformation, because what the ancient mysteries set as the goal to be sought in human beings cannot be found today.

One should not take too much credit for the fact that modern science regards the English, French, and Germans of today in the same way as it would, if it could, regard the ancient Egyptians. It does not look at what is essential in human beings. After all, even the outer appearance has changed somewhat since those ancient times, but what is essential, what has changed, must be described as we have done today. In this description, however, you see at the same time the necessity for the principle of initiation to change. What should people seek today if they only want to follow the old “Know thyself” in the old sense? What would they achieve if they knew all the descriptions of the initiation ceremonies and processes of ancient Egypt and applied them to themselves? They would no longer find what was found within the ancient mysteries. And what one became in the fourth degree, they would accomplish unconsciously, but they would not be able to understand it. Even if they went through all the initiation ceremonies, if they followed the paths that led to Christophorus at that time, human beings would not be able to meet Christ in this way with understanding. The old human being could do this when he was initiated: he truly became Christophorus. It is precisely what happened in the course of the Earth's development that human beings lost the ability to seek within themselves that entity which then became the light of the world being. Today, human beings find a void within themselves when they seek in the same way.

But in the course of world events, it is not meaningless to lose something: one becomes different as a result. If I extend what I have just said, as a human being one carries that emptiness through the world. But this in turn gives one special abilities. And as true as it is that certain old abilities have been lost, it is also true that precisely through the loss of those abilities, new ones have been acquired, which can now be developed in the same way as the old abilities in the old sense. In other words, the path that has been taken through the gate of humanity to the gate of death must now be taken in a different way. This is connected with what I have said: the spirits of the personality take on a new character. The new initiation is essentially connected with this new character of the spirits of the personality.

In a sense, there was first a pause in human evolution with the initiation. In the 19th century in particular, human beings had moved far away from it. It was only at the end of the 19th century that the possibility of approaching the real living initiation arose again. And this real living initiation is preparing itself, but it will proceed in a completely different way than the earlier one, which I have described today from a certain point of view in order to prepare you for a deeper understanding of Christianity. What was completely futile at that time—seeking something essential in the expanding outer world—will become possible precisely because we are becoming so empty inwardly. And this will happen more and more, and is already possible to a certain extent today and can already be achieved today through the paths of knowledge described in How Does One Reach Higher Worlds? What is possible to attain today is, in a certain sense, to look deeper into the outer world with the same soul faculties that we use to look into the outer world, provided we use them correctly. Natural science does not do this; it only wants to arrive at laws, so-called natural laws. These natural laws are abstractions. And if you familiarize yourself a little with the usual literature that drapes natural scientific concepts in a philosopher's cloak — I could also say puts a philosopher's hat on them — then you will see that these people who talk about these things today do not know how to think about the relationship between natural laws and reality. You arrive at the laws of nature, but they remain abstract concepts, abstract ideas. A personality such as Goethe seeks to go beyond the laws of nature. And that is what is remarkable about Goethe and Goetheanism, what is so little understood: Goethe sought to go beyond the laws of nature to the shaping of nature, to forms. That is why he founded a morphology in the higher sense, a spiritual morphology. He did not try to capture what the outer senses give us, but rather that which is forming itself, that which the outer senses do not give us, but which is hidden in the forms. So that today we can really speak of something parallel to the gate of the human being: we can speak of the “gate of natural forms.” I would say that the dawn was already there, but in a somewhat dark form, when a man like Jacob Böhme, albeit in his own language, spoke of the seven natural forms out of the chaotic medieval mysticism. But it is not very clear or comprehensive in Jacob Böhme. But what modern initiation must increasingly come to is these forms, which reveal themselves in the outer sensory forms as transcending space and time.

I have often drawn attention to that famous conversation between Goethe and Schiller when they both came out of a lecture by the natural scientist Batsch. Schiller said to Goethe that Batsch had adopted a very fragmented way of looking at the world. Well, it was not nearly as fragmented as today's natural scientists, but Schiller still found it very dry. And Goethe said that one could certainly apply a different way of looking at nature. And he drew his plant metamorphosis, the archetypal plant, with a few characteristic strokes. Schiller, who could not grasp this, said: That is not experience—he meant, nothing that is in the external world—it is an idea. Schiller remained with abstraction. Goethe replied: “If that is an idea, then that is fine with me, then I can see my ideas with my eyes.” He meant that for him it was not an idea that one forms only internally, but rather that what he drew, although it cannot be seen with the eyes like colors, for example, is nevertheless there. That is real creation, supersensible creation in the senses. Goethe certainly did not develop this very far. I have told you in our previous discussions that the true penetration of repeated earthly lives lies in a direct continuation of Goethe's metamorphosis of the plant and animal world, which Goethe developed only in an elementary way. Goethe regards the colored petal as a transformed plant leaf; he regards the skull bone as a transformed vertebra. It was a beginning. If one continues along the same lines of thought, one arrives only at the forms, but precisely at the gateway to natural forms, and gains imaginative insight into these natural forms. And then one comes to see not merely the skull bones, which are transformed vertebrae, but the entire human skull. One comes to the conclusion that the entire human head is the transformed human form from the previous life, only conceived without a head. What you carry with you today, apart from the head, the rest of the body, naturally passes into the earth according to its material nature; but the supersensible aspect of the forms passes through the life between death and new birth, and that is the head of the next incarnation. Here we have metamorphosis in its highest form in humans. You must not be deceived by appearances. You may of course say: We bury humans in the earth or we burn them, so how can the body transform itself into a head? — Well, that is precisely calculating with appearances in the modern sense. If you want to cultivate this appearance, you must stick with those who draw attention to the passage in Shakespeare where Hamlet says in despair that somewhere in any dust there is earthly human dust from Julius Caesar, perhaps in some dog are the remains, the atoms that once formed the Roman Caesar.

Now, these people do not follow the path that, for example, the physical organism takes, regardless of whether it is laid in the earth or burned. This metamorphosis is already taking place. It is so that only the head fades away, disappears from the earth, because it goes out into the universe; but that which is your body for the present incarnation, except for the head, is transformed, and you find it as a head—you cannot escape this—in your next incarnation. You need not think about matter at all. Even now, you do not have the same matter that you carried within you seven years ago. You need only think of the transforming, transformed form. It is just as much a first stage as the gate of man in the old sense was a first stage: it is the gate of forms. And by grasping this gate of forms in a living way, one can enter the “gate of life,” where one no longer has to deal with forms, but with stages of life, with elements of life. This would correspond to what I characterized earlier in the ancient Egyptian initiation of kings as the second degree. And the third is equivalent to entering the gate of death: it is the initiation into the different consciousnesses. Between birth and death, human beings know only one consciousness; but this is only one of seven. However, one must take these different consciousnesses into account if one wants to understand the world at all.

Just consider that you have the outline of these three successive things in my “Outline of Secret Science.” I gave them for the development of the world. There you have the different forms of consciousness: Saturn, Sun, Moon, Earth, and so on, the seven forms of consciousness. Human beings pass through a consciousness in each of these stages, one of which is the Earth. They complete seven different stages of consciousness, and on each of these stages of consciousness — Saturn, Sun, and so on — they complete seven stages of life, and in each stage of life they complete seven stages of form. What we describe in our cultural stages as ancient Indian, ancient Persian, Egyptian-Chaldean, Greek-Latin stages, our present stage, these are also forms. We live in the gate of forms. This corresponds to the gate of man when we speak of these cultural forms, and we can form ideas about these cultures that follow one another from the world of forms. There are seven in each stage of life. But when we speak of stages of life, we are referring to the seven successive stages, of which our post-Atlantean era is one, together with the ancient Persian, ancient Indian, and so on, up to the seventh. We are now in the fifth stage of life, which is a stage of life, the Atlantean stage is also a stage of life, and the Lemurian stage is also a stage of life. And these seven stages of life are there so that human beings could attain the consciousness they have today. However, this consciousness has developed out of the ancient lunar consciousness, which in turn developed out of the ancient solar consciousness. From each of these planetary incarnations, human beings take on a form of consciousness. They will attain their most perfect form during the volcanic stage of development.

You can see how, through the three successive mysteries of the degrees, human beings gain an overview of the cosmos. And then, from this knowledge of the world, they can in turn gain knowledge of human beings. From this knowledge of the world, we now gain the possibility of understanding the mystery of Golgotha.

I would say that we have only today taken up a few sketches of this understanding within ourselves. But we have at least been able to comprehend why, for example, the mystery of Golgotha falls into the fourth post-Atlantean culture form of the fifth life period, the post-Atlantean life period, and why it took place on Earth. If you read the last Leipzig cycle, you will see how this mystery of Golgotha was prepared on this earth. But everything that is necessary for understanding this mystery of Golgotha arises from the principles of the new initiation. So that the old initiation essentially went from knowledge of man to knowledge of the world, while the new initiation goes back from knowledge of the world to knowledge of man.

But that is characterized from the point of view of initiation. You stand, so to speak, on one side; on the other side, you see the mirror image of it. In order to attain this knowledge of the world, you must first start from a new knowledge of the human being. I spoke about this recently. One must speak about this in a completely different way for the old and again for the new age. The old age came to a conclusion through its knowledge of human beings, which was precisely knowledge of the world. Theoretically speaking, one could say that human beings went through something as a life process, and then, when they were finished, that was knowledge of the world; through this, they proceeded in their consciousness from knowledge of the world and could then in turn draw conclusions about human beings. Today, if you start from this knowledge of the world through form, life, and consciousness, you actually attain — as you can see in my “Secret Science” — essentially knowledge of human beings. Everything else in the knowledge of nature actually disappears: human beings become understandable. And in the same way, as I have shown you, human beings only become understandable as threefold beings — as sensory-nervous beings, as rhythmic beings, as metabolic beings — through acquiring this knowledge of the world. And from human beings, one can then move on to knowledge of the world.

These are not contradictions. You will find such things at every turn if you want to enter the world of truth. If you want dogma, then you cannot go after such contradictions, because they are inconvenient for you. If you want dogma, you can find it here and there, but this dogma will never give you an understanding of reality, only something you can swear by if you want to. If you want to know reality, you must be clear that this reality must be presented from different sides. According to life, the old man had to go from the world to man, the new man from man to the world; according to knowledge, the old man went from man to the world, the new man from the world to man. That is what is necessary. This is again something uncomfortable for modern man, but today everything must pass through what is uncertainty, through that uncertainty! Just consider that in the second degree of the Egyptian initiation of kings, man entered into uncertainty, into a whirl. Today, if people really want to strive through the forms into life, they must allow themselves to be placed in that position where they say to themselves: No matter how beautiful the concepts I am given through this or that traditional creed may be, these concepts may all be very beautiful, but I cannot reach reality through them if I cannot also set the opposite concept before me.

I have pointed out to you that the mystery of Golgotha itself makes it necessary to have the two opposing concepts, in that you say to yourselves: It was certainly a bad deed when people murdered the God who was incarnated in a human being. But this deed was certainly the starting point of Christianity. For if the murder on Golgotha had not happened, Christianity would not exist in reality. This paradox of a supersensible fact can be a prime example of many paradoxes with which you must come to terms if you really want to cross over into the understanding of the supersensible world, for without this you cannot cross over. In the past, people needed fear; today, they need to cross that abyss which seems to them like standing without a center of gravity in the universe. But this must be gone through so that we no longer swear by concepts, but rather see concepts as something that illuminates things from different sides, like the images we take of a tree that is illuminated from different sides. Dogmatists—natural scientists and theologians—believe that they can grasp the whole of reality with some kind of dogma. Those who stand in reality know that every statement of this kind can be compared to a photograph taken from one side, which shows only one aspect of reality; that one must at least have the opposite aspect in order to approach the reality of the object by looking at both aspects together. More on this tomorrow.